The voice of an offical worker brought me back to live from feels like an awaking.
My leg was grinnign inn ache and wrist was thrubbing. Looking up with drugged vision, i managed to define and remember the flawless features of Charisle Cullen.
"Bella, your ok, you just had a little accident yesterday. broke your wrist and ancle, i will let you out tomorrow, but i will have you on crunches, rekon you survive on those ? or those weapons for you?" He said smile, shaking off his serious tone that spoke the bad news. i was releived as i was shocked.
i dont even remember an accident, nor do i even remember even getting out of bed that morning, only remembering that i diddnt want to move, i was sancuatry.
His voice awoken me again, he sighed and cleared his throat, "Charlie and Edward are down the hall, edward is very worried, he wont tell me what happened" His angel face wore an frown line that craved throught his perfect skin.
"Im sorry i hurt your son, i was going to apologise." I said deeply.i really was sorry what i had said and done to edward. He was a too good a guy for his own good and even for me.
Rememebering Edward i remember our ride to la Push to pick up jacob and even the special moment when i fell from the steps and he caught me.
i diddnt know what to think of it at the time , but maybe Edward was just shocking.

"its ok bella, Im sure edward will forgive you, i know his feelings for you, but i ddidnt tell you that ok, will talk to you later, got a Leah Cleawater i have to check out, " he chuckled on his step by amazing step exit. ah ah ah ah LEAH!! what!?
Giving up on watching him leave me, i flopped my head on the hospital pillow was that sterotypically hard a stone, marabel even. groaning in a break, what else can happen? First my almost baby, then jacob *winse* now hurting Edward.
A small knock disturbed me, even the whole room, i seemed to have my own room. oh please, i dont want to talk to anyone, i was to melt in my own drama's. i want to die ok?
groaning in greeting, i know i should be nicer but i was just tired along with being confused on my entire life.
Edward was a modal in now attempt , even an angel, or demon, or even a mythical god in his stance. He mad me feel even worse about myself,never in my life have i ever come accross such beautiful people. Does their beauty even come naturally?
His smile was warming, and his eyes brushed off all my envy. His eyes a perfect crimson gold. HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE.
and before i could rememver i felt my guilt. But he was so happy. i opened my mouth to begin my unpracticed and inprovised speech when sprinted to my bed and cradled me in his arms.
i felt the need to stutter, did i deserve this. UMM no!!
i chocked on my own slivia in my own cartiac arrest, i have never felt my heart beat faster then this.