*_Bonnies perspective_*
((Flashback dream/nightmare))
The smile on my face couldnt seem to vanish it was all down to Damon of course i couldnt stop thinking about him he was always on my mind all of the day and all of the night i couldnt eat right or sleep right god knows he was the star off all my dreams most of the dreams where about sex okay i know im only seveenteen and a whitch and i have school blahblah i know what im doing it was only last week when he finally stole my virgintiy i allowed him to the feeling i had when i woke up next to his smirking lips and captivating eyes his finger tips roaming my bare back i remberd it all it was special like how i wanted it to be i diddnt know if i was truely in love with him or not..
I sighed i stripped down my boring old safe white bra and kickers replacing them with a more sexyier black lacy bra and kickers of course black it was his favrite after all i then slid on this short black backless dress and to finish the whole sexy outfit some black killer high heels i smiled looking at myself in the mirror i placed my hands over my breasts pushing together i had to make sure everything poped out how i wanted it to i smirked at the thought smacking some red lipstick over my volumenized lips i quickly walked out the door i couldnt wait to seem him it had been three days six hours and i guess a couple of mintues I walked down mystic falls some guys turrned there head at me i guess i liked the spotlight a lot
Just then Tyler had walked up to me..
''Wow you look wow going somewhere'' he smiled
''No errm grams''i smiled..
''Hey how about next friday me and you a date'' he gestured i couldnt imagine going on a date with someone who is not damon..
''Hmm i,ll check my weekend plans'' i smiled not wanting to hurt lockwoods feelings he was Carolines toy i wouldnt get in the way besides he only asked me becuase of what im waring now..
The Salvatore Boarding house was infront of my eyes i could hear my heart beat hitch thinking about him the door was always open so i went ahead and walked in Stefan sitting there alone a glass of animals blood in his hand most likely to be deer..
''Bonnie'' he looked me up and down quickly then looked at me..''What are you doing here'' he asked.
''Im just here to drop something of to Damon before i go out to see Grams'' i smiled..
''Dressed like that'' he raised an eyebrow..
''Why not i smiled'' i headed upstairs i took a deep breath opening the door to his bedroom my smile fadded for the first time
Damon was groaning and frusting on some girl underneath him he was coverd in sweat as she was aswell..''Damon'' i mumerd tears in my eyes showed up already..
He pulled away from the girl and smirked at me..
''Hello my dearest Bonnie care to join me theres always room'' he smirked..
''No ..i dont care to join Damon you make me sick'' I got out of his room he seemed to follow me he was waring his boxers..
''What was all that about'' he smirked looking at me..
''How dare you even say thouse words to me''..
''Bonnie you really think i only have eyes for you of course not your just another girl on my hit list just like elena was and caroline i dont want you i never have so please go and turn someone into a frog or something see if i care little whitch''..he smirked
I gasped back the tears in my eyes and slaped him hard across his right cheek he rubbed it hissing at me..he turrned back to me and smirked his eyes on my eyes ..''Your a sick twisted selfish monster'' i hissed at him before turrning around
((back to day))
*_Bonnies perspective_*
I gasped awkening from my nightmare
My eye flutterd open the rush of headace kicked in straight last nights hangover of course it was I remberd Tyler now spinning me around us both getting drunk.I tried to look deeper into last nights memories I could see Damon now he had come back after three months after i had slept with him and after i had caught him with that girl i noticed i was waring barely nothing i could now see flickers of Damon undressing me i quickly gasped looking to my side to check if he was there just as half naked as i was i couldnt be so stupied and foolish twice.
I walked downstairs in only my underware still trying to find a painkiler or anything i turrned around to walk to the tap but he stood there the starr of my nightmares..
''How the hell did you get in here''
''Aww dont you rember aww it breaks my heart'' he smirked sarcasticly putting his hands over his chest pretending it offenced him..
''Well you let me in and then you pushed me aggisnt the wall kissing me and then you pushed me agigsnt your bed and then we had'' i cutt him off..''Dont talk to me about that infact dont talk to me at all get the hell out of my house'' i hissed at him i jsut noticed i was arguing infront of him whilst i was in my sexy lingruie it was moulin rouge style very sexy i didnt want him seeying my body i quickly i got a a black robe and wrapped it around myself..
''I love it when you talk dirty'' he smirked..
''Dont push your luck with me you know i could just as easily start a fire in your mind i would be happy to see your burn..
He just laughed amused he moved his lips to my ear..''Burn with me''he grinned widely
I smacked him across his right cheek strongelly it brought me back to the memory where i had slapped his cheeks the day i found the day i saw him with that girl...
''Can you stop doing that'' he laughed smirking rubbing his cheek..
''Leave me alone i want nothing to do with you i feel nothing for you such a heartless monster''
He backed away before i could blink he was gone i could now breath again letting myself relax
I diddnt want to think about him for the rest od the day no thankyou I walked upstairs in this order shower,teeth,got dressed,litsend to green day whislt dacning around my house in a massive shirt it was sad that on this saturday i had nothing to do nothing at all
My door bell rung i smiled turring the door ready to drag Tyler in by his collar and seduce him..''Matt'' i said supprised looking at him..''Err come in'' he walked in sitting on the sofa with me..''Soo whats up'' i smiled..
''I erv broke up with Caroline'' he said
I looked at him supprised..''Wow really why '' i said looking at him..
''The obvouis reasons why everything with vickki lately its just to much i cant handdle it Bonnie she was murderd i know she was she was drained how could someone just be drained like that'' he looked at me he was clearly still emotional about her death silence settled for a couple of seconds..''Im sorry Matt'' i smiled sadley i hugged into his chest ..
I could hear his suttle heart beat from underneath his chest i could fell the sigh seek threw his lips he knew nothing about the world there really was warewolfs,vampires, imortal monsters and i was part of it a whitch at least i wasnt a damon salvatore after being shredded stripped bare from his humanity having nothing to remember about humanity no love no feelings no heart he has nothing but his diet coke version of a vampire Stefan Salvatore and even he can see it inside of him.I knew being a whitch i would never have a normal life again nothing is normal and nothing is impossible i bet thers even more supernaturel creatures out there like Dean whinchester type monsters things demaons i amused myself
''Everything will get better Matt i promise'' i smiled to him breaking the silence..
''I understand in a way i guess ive never lost anyone but i dont want to loose you Matt i,ll be there for you when ever you need me'' i smiled palcing my hands quickly over the top of his
I just sat there Matt and i and i Matt no words needed to be shed from our lips nothing ..nothing everything was okay in my life Damon wasnt in my mind i diddnt think about him or his body i had let the people down in Mystic falls by falling head over broom sticks in love with Damon Salvatore i have to protect my people and i know i havent done that ive been sleeping with the enmey i diddnt mind vampires i had nothing wrong with them but Damon always caused trouble for Mystic falls i wouldnt let him do this any longer no matter how much i wanted him i dont care i will have him..i wil have his head on a stick if he dare shed blood i still felt love inside my heart something soft and white for him but that could never be exposed into his daylight becuase it will just burn and burn into nothing
Matt smiled and said thankyou as he left my house once again it was another saturday alone maybe i could go and see Elena but shes most likely at the salvatore boarding house and damon might be there i sighed.My wardrobe was filled with bright clothes mostly dresses with flowerprints of them i picked the dress with roses on it and put underneath lact black leggins and flat pumps i from now on will not let Damon get in the way of my life.
The Salvatore borading house was infront of my eyes now i spotted Elena,s car outside parked carefully and walked in Stefan and Elena were practically having sex with clothes on the way they grindid aggisnt each other..
''Ahem'' i coughed they stopped and looked up to me Elena blushing being caught in the act and Stefan wiping the last stain of pink lipstick of his lips i couldnt help but laugh slightly..
''I thought i might just drop in see how umm how your err doing'' i smiled feeling very arkward in this moment i looked up hearing footsteps comming down the stairs i wasnt supprised by the sight of bloody coated girls walking down the stairs giggling i rolled my eyes seeying Damon look at me i sat back on the over sofa across from Elena and Stefan Damon gracefully walking down the stairs to me his shirt was open revalling the most muscular chest most watering he read my thoughts i could tell me the way his lips curved into a smirk
''Down kitty'' he smirked..''And what do i owe the plessure of my little baby bird'' he smirked Elena looked back and foward to us both i saw her eyes jelousy burrned in her pupils as Damon sat next to me putting one arm around my shoulder..
''Isnt this all cute we should double date sometime'' he widly grinned i pushed him hand of my shoulders and moved a space away from him
''Funny'' i hissed sarcastically..
''Isnt she just the cutest'' Damon said to Stefan and Elena..''Go upstairs Bonnie i,ll be with you in a second'' he smirked and winked at me
I rolled my eyes..''Damon im here to see Elena and Stefan why would i be here to see you''
Damon smirked at me clenching his teeth..he scooted across siting over next to me..
''You want me so badley dont fight it'' he wishperd his lips breath heavily wishpering in my ear ..
''Dont touch me'' i wishperd back to him hissing
''Hey theres this 60s dance on at Mystic falls high im sure toby is taking you but i know you would rarther want me to go with you''
I turrned my head i already could feel his grin on me..
''Actually he diddnt ask and actually im going alone which actually means not with you'' i hissed
''Well i,ll be there oh and rember Bonnie you still owe me from that 50s dance..''..
I looked right at him..''And you still owe likt you said on founders day''..i shot back at him..
''Well then we both will see eachother there thenn'' he smirked..
((Flashback dream/nightmare))
The smile on my face couldnt seem to vanish it was all down to Damon of course i couldnt stop thinking about him he was always on my mind all of the day and all of the night i couldnt eat right or sleep right god knows he was the star off all my dreams most of the dreams where about sex okay i know im only seveenteen and a whitch and i have school blahblah i know what im doing it was only last week when he finally stole my virgintiy i allowed him to the feeling i had when i woke up next to his smirking lips and captivating eyes his finger tips roaming my bare back i remberd it all it was special like how i wanted it to be i diddnt know if i was truely in love with him or not..
I sighed i stripped down my boring old safe white bra and kickers replacing them with a more sexyier black lacy bra and kickers of course black it was his favrite after all i then slid on this short black backless dress and to finish the whole sexy outfit some black killer high heels i smiled looking at myself in the mirror i placed my hands over my breasts pushing together i had to make sure everything poped out how i wanted it to i smirked at the thought smacking some red lipstick over my volumenized lips i quickly walked out the door i couldnt wait to seem him it had been three days six hours and i guess a couple of mintues I walked down mystic falls some guys turrned there head at me i guess i liked the spotlight a lot
Just then Tyler had walked up to me..
''Wow you look wow going somewhere'' he smiled
''No errm grams''i smiled..
''Hey how about next friday me and you a date'' he gestured i couldnt imagine going on a date with someone who is not damon..
''Hmm i,ll check my weekend plans'' i smiled not wanting to hurt lockwoods feelings he was Carolines toy i wouldnt get in the way besides he only asked me becuase of what im waring now..
The Salvatore Boarding house was infront of my eyes i could hear my heart beat hitch thinking about him the door was always open so i went ahead and walked in Stefan sitting there alone a glass of animals blood in his hand most likely to be deer..
''Bonnie'' he looked me up and down quickly then looked at me..''What are you doing here'' he asked.
''Im just here to drop something of to Damon before i go out to see Grams'' i smiled..
''Dressed like that'' he raised an eyebrow..
''Why not i smiled'' i headed upstairs i took a deep breath opening the door to his bedroom my smile fadded for the first time
Damon was groaning and frusting on some girl underneath him he was coverd in sweat as she was aswell..''Damon'' i mumerd tears in my eyes showed up already..
He pulled away from the girl and smirked at me..
''Hello my dearest Bonnie care to join me theres always room'' he smirked..
''No ..i dont care to join Damon you make me sick'' I got out of his room he seemed to follow me he was waring his boxers..
''What was all that about'' he smirked looking at me..
''How dare you even say thouse words to me''..
''Bonnie you really think i only have eyes for you of course not your just another girl on my hit list just like elena was and caroline i dont want you i never have so please go and turn someone into a frog or something see if i care little whitch''..he smirked
I gasped back the tears in my eyes and slaped him hard across his right cheek he rubbed it hissing at me..he turrned back to me and smirked his eyes on my eyes ..''Your a sick twisted selfish monster'' i hissed at him before turrning around
((back to day))
*_Bonnies perspective_*
I gasped awkening from my nightmare
My eye flutterd open the rush of headace kicked in straight last nights hangover of course it was I remberd Tyler now spinning me around us both getting drunk.I tried to look deeper into last nights memories I could see Damon now he had come back after three months after i had slept with him and after i had caught him with that girl i noticed i was waring barely nothing i could now see flickers of Damon undressing me i quickly gasped looking to my side to check if he was there just as half naked as i was i couldnt be so stupied and foolish twice.
I walked downstairs in only my underware still trying to find a painkiler or anything i turrned around to walk to the tap but he stood there the starr of my nightmares..
''How the hell did you get in here''
''Aww dont you rember aww it breaks my heart'' he smirked sarcasticly putting his hands over his chest pretending it offenced him..
''Well you let me in and then you pushed me aggisnt the wall kissing me and then you pushed me agigsnt your bed and then we had'' i cutt him off..''Dont talk to me about that infact dont talk to me at all get the hell out of my house'' i hissed at him i jsut noticed i was arguing infront of him whilst i was in my sexy lingruie it was moulin rouge style very sexy i didnt want him seeying my body i quickly i got a a black robe and wrapped it around myself..
''I love it when you talk dirty'' he smirked..
''Dont push your luck with me you know i could just as easily start a fire in your mind i would be happy to see your burn..
He just laughed amused he moved his lips to my ear..''Burn with me''he grinned widely
I smacked him across his right cheek strongelly it brought me back to the memory where i had slapped his cheeks the day i found the day i saw him with that girl...
''Can you stop doing that'' he laughed smirking rubbing his cheek..
''Leave me alone i want nothing to do with you i feel nothing for you such a heartless monster''
He backed away before i could blink he was gone i could now breath again letting myself relax
I diddnt want to think about him for the rest od the day no thankyou I walked upstairs in this order shower,teeth,got dressed,litsend to green day whislt dacning around my house in a massive shirt it was sad that on this saturday i had nothing to do nothing at all
My door bell rung i smiled turring the door ready to drag Tyler in by his collar and seduce him..''Matt'' i said supprised looking at him..''Err come in'' he walked in sitting on the sofa with me..''Soo whats up'' i smiled..
''I erv broke up with Caroline'' he said
I looked at him supprised..''Wow really why '' i said looking at him..
''The obvouis reasons why everything with vickki lately its just to much i cant handdle it Bonnie she was murderd i know she was she was drained how could someone just be drained like that'' he looked at me he was clearly still emotional about her death silence settled for a couple of seconds..''Im sorry Matt'' i smiled sadley i hugged into his chest ..
I could hear his suttle heart beat from underneath his chest i could fell the sigh seek threw his lips he knew nothing about the world there really was warewolfs,vampires, imortal monsters and i was part of it a whitch at least i wasnt a damon salvatore after being shredded stripped bare from his humanity having nothing to remember about humanity no love no feelings no heart he has nothing but his diet coke version of a vampire Stefan Salvatore and even he can see it inside of him.I knew being a whitch i would never have a normal life again nothing is normal and nothing is impossible i bet thers even more supernaturel creatures out there like Dean whinchester type monsters things demaons i amused myself
''Everything will get better Matt i promise'' i smiled to him breaking the silence..
''I understand in a way i guess ive never lost anyone but i dont want to loose you Matt i,ll be there for you when ever you need me'' i smiled palcing my hands quickly over the top of his
I just sat there Matt and i and i Matt no words needed to be shed from our lips nothing ..nothing everything was okay in my life Damon wasnt in my mind i diddnt think about him or his body i had let the people down in Mystic falls by falling head over broom sticks in love with Damon Salvatore i have to protect my people and i know i havent done that ive been sleeping with the enmey i diddnt mind vampires i had nothing wrong with them but Damon always caused trouble for Mystic falls i wouldnt let him do this any longer no matter how much i wanted him i dont care i will have him..i wil have his head on a stick if he dare shed blood i still felt love inside my heart something soft and white for him but that could never be exposed into his daylight becuase it will just burn and burn into nothing
Matt smiled and said thankyou as he left my house once again it was another saturday alone maybe i could go and see Elena but shes most likely at the salvatore boarding house and damon might be there i sighed.My wardrobe was filled with bright clothes mostly dresses with flowerprints of them i picked the dress with roses on it and put underneath lact black leggins and flat pumps i from now on will not let Damon get in the way of my life.
The Salvatore borading house was infront of my eyes now i spotted Elena,s car outside parked carefully and walked in Stefan and Elena were practically having sex with clothes on the way they grindid aggisnt each other..
''Ahem'' i coughed they stopped and looked up to me Elena blushing being caught in the act and Stefan wiping the last stain of pink lipstick of his lips i couldnt help but laugh slightly..
''I thought i might just drop in see how umm how your err doing'' i smiled feeling very arkward in this moment i looked up hearing footsteps comming down the stairs i wasnt supprised by the sight of bloody coated girls walking down the stairs giggling i rolled my eyes seeying Damon look at me i sat back on the over sofa across from Elena and Stefan Damon gracefully walking down the stairs to me his shirt was open revalling the most muscular chest most watering he read my thoughts i could tell me the way his lips curved into a smirk
''Down kitty'' he smirked..''And what do i owe the plessure of my little baby bird'' he smirked Elena looked back and foward to us both i saw her eyes jelousy burrned in her pupils as Damon sat next to me putting one arm around my shoulder..
''Isnt this all cute we should double date sometime'' he widly grinned i pushed him hand of my shoulders and moved a space away from him
''Funny'' i hissed sarcastically..
''Isnt she just the cutest'' Damon said to Stefan and Elena..''Go upstairs Bonnie i,ll be with you in a second'' he smirked and winked at me
I rolled my eyes..''Damon im here to see Elena and Stefan why would i be here to see you''
Damon smirked at me clenching his teeth..he scooted across siting over next to me..
''You want me so badley dont fight it'' he wishperd his lips breath heavily wishpering in my ear ..
''Dont touch me'' i wishperd back to him hissing
''Hey theres this 60s dance on at Mystic falls high im sure toby is taking you but i know you would rarther want me to go with you''
I turrned my head i already could feel his grin on me..
''Actually he diddnt ask and actually im going alone which actually means not with you'' i hissed
''Well i,ll be there oh and rember Bonnie you still owe me from that 50s dance..''..
I looked right at him..''And you still owe likt you said on founders day''..i shot back at him..
''Well then we both will see eachother there thenn'' he smirked..