Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad source of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If you knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make you go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make you hate me even more...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad source of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If you knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make you go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make you hate me even more...
Disappear
Can't you feel me?
Can't you feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't you see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't you see me disappear?
Can't you see my despair?
Can't you see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously you don't
Because you let me disappear
You don't love me
You don't care
You sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant you feel me?
Can't you see?
Can't you see I've disappeared?
Cant you see my crys of despair?
Can't you see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are you there?
Can you help me
Before I disappear?
Cant you see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
Or am I gone?
Cuz you act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't you feel me?
Can't you feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't you see the crack in my heart?
Can't you see me?
Don't you care?
No
Because you let me
Disappear
Can't you feel me?
Can't you feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't you see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't you see me disappear?
Can't you see my despair?
Can't you see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously you don't
Because you let me disappear
You don't love me
You don't care
You sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant you feel me?
Can't you see?
Can't you see I've disappeared?
Cant you see my crys of despair?
Can't you see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are you there?
Can you help me
Before I disappear?
Cant you see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
Or am I gone?
Cuz you act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't you feel me?
Can't you feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't you see the crack in my heart?
Can't you see me?
Don't you care?
No
Because you let me
Disappear
Amber
