I hate being mad at you, but I hate what you did more.
I don't think I can stay mad at you.
All was calm and sweet until the clouds rolled in and it started to rain.
And when it rains... it pours.
So it pours and we settle in separate spots.
You ran and found shelter.
I stayed and am trying to stay warm.
I beg for mercy and cry for death.
But I am still here and will build a house so you can come and visit me in the warmth of my heart and not the cold depths of my soul.
It was great for awhile but nothing good ever lasts;
The damage is done but how does this help anyone,
Too good to fade away
I just want to breathe,
I hate my soul so much and I just can't change,
I'm on my own in a sea of darkness,
I can't swim so well
And I won't drown fast,
Can't call out for help,
They don't allow it
The demons in my head,
See this girl - she's a fake,
A phony, nothing's real but the melancholy,
I can't be saved because
I ease myself with razor blades,
I don't know if this is revenge or some last cry;
I'm not a writer or artist of any kind;
I tell how it is'
No once upon a time,
I'm masked by children and death is on my mind,
God help me for I have sinned,
A wolf can't blow this down,
A knight can't break it in,
I sealed it shut so not a creak of sun or sound can be fed just distant distortion of a world unseized,
A seed floating in the wind with no direction,
Slowly fading away,
It has no protection,
Lands on the bank but sees no reflection,
A choice must be made, life's intersection,
Grow into a tree or fade into the past,
Soar like an eagle,
This spring may be it's last,
A decision must be made before the dead of night,
Is it time to lie down and die,
Or is it time to fight?
It made the right choice and decided to grow,
But wasn't its choice to make,
Of this it did not know,
Already determined the seed would never be a tree,
It dreams of a better life but hope is all it will ever be,
And now I sit inside my glass prison,
Screaming to be let free,
But all my efforts are in vain,
You can't even hear me,
Look into my tear stained eyes,
And tell me what you see,
Am I so completely dead to you,
That you don't even see me?
Watch the tears fall down my face,
An endless stream of forgotten hate,
Fall into an unknown world,
Follow the road of fearful fate,
Banish the light from inside your mind,
Let the dark consume your soul,
Lose yourself inside this hell,
Cause yourself to lose control,
Rest your head and close your eyes,
Soon the pain will fade,
Slip away into your dreams,
No longer be afraid,
I feel my body growing cold,
Shaking... shivering,
Fade away,
Trembling under Death's sweet kiss,
I'm too far led astray,
Leave me helpless on the ground,
Left alone to face this death,
Fatal numbness pass over me,
And I breathe my one last breath,
My screams have been silenced,
My tears have been dried,
As I lay upon the earth,
And let this life subside,
Let the dark consume the soul,
Pass into eternity,
Thus the ending of this life,
Of this forgotten sanity...
I don't think I can stay mad at you.
All was calm and sweet until the clouds rolled in and it started to rain.
And when it rains... it pours.
So it pours and we settle in separate spots.
You ran and found shelter.
I stayed and am trying to stay warm.
I beg for mercy and cry for death.
But I am still here and will build a house so you can come and visit me in the warmth of my heart and not the cold depths of my soul.
It was great for awhile but nothing good ever lasts;
The damage is done but how does this help anyone,
Too good to fade away
I just want to breathe,
I hate my soul so much and I just can't change,
I'm on my own in a sea of darkness,
I can't swim so well
And I won't drown fast,
Can't call out for help,
They don't allow it
The demons in my head,
See this girl - she's a fake,
A phony, nothing's real but the melancholy,
I can't be saved because
I ease myself with razor blades,
I don't know if this is revenge or some last cry;
I'm not a writer or artist of any kind;
I tell how it is'
No once upon a time,
I'm masked by children and death is on my mind,
God help me for I have sinned,
A wolf can't blow this down,
A knight can't break it in,
I sealed it shut so not a creak of sun or sound can be fed just distant distortion of a world unseized,
A seed floating in the wind with no direction,
Slowly fading away,
It has no protection,
Lands on the bank but sees no reflection,
A choice must be made, life's intersection,
Grow into a tree or fade into the past,
Soar like an eagle,
This spring may be it's last,
A decision must be made before the dead of night,
Is it time to lie down and die,
Or is it time to fight?
It made the right choice and decided to grow,
But wasn't its choice to make,
Of this it did not know,
Already determined the seed would never be a tree,
It dreams of a better life but hope is all it will ever be,
And now I sit inside my glass prison,
Screaming to be let free,
But all my efforts are in vain,
You can't even hear me,
Look into my tear stained eyes,
And tell me what you see,
Am I so completely dead to you,
That you don't even see me?
Watch the tears fall down my face,
An endless stream of forgotten hate,
Fall into an unknown world,
Follow the road of fearful fate,
Banish the light from inside your mind,
Let the dark consume your soul,
Lose yourself inside this hell,
Cause yourself to lose control,
Rest your head and close your eyes,
Soon the pain will fade,
Slip away into your dreams,
No longer be afraid,
I feel my body growing cold,
Shaking... shivering,
Fade away,
Trembling under Death's sweet kiss,
I'm too far led astray,
Leave me helpless on the ground,
Left alone to face this death,
Fatal numbness pass over me,
And I breathe my one last breath,
My screams have been silenced,
My tears have been dried,
As I lay upon the earth,
And let this life subside,
Let the dark consume the soul,
Pass into eternity,
Thus the ending of this life,
Of this forgotten sanity...
Pushing me
You as good as well killed me
Nowhere left for me
You were my last thread of faith
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
I have been foresaken
My trust has been taken
You expect a second chance
Well return my dignity
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
This has brought me to my knees
I begin to plead
Before you could say a word
I ended if for this world
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
Your regret is
Overwhelming
No one left is
Understanding
Desperate you will fall
Only my name you call
As you fall right past ecstasy
*guitar solo*
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
Fall into ecstasy
Nothing but ecstasy
And ecstasy welcomes me!
Thank you if you read this all. Please comment with suggestions!!! I'm working on guitar notes but I'm more of a rock singer so help is welcome!
You as good as well killed me
Nowhere left for me
You were my last thread of faith
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
I have been foresaken
My trust has been taken
You expect a second chance
Well return my dignity
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
This has brought me to my knees
I begin to plead
Before you could say a word
I ended if for this world
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
Your regret is
Overwhelming
No one left is
Understanding
Desperate you will fall
Only my name you call
As you fall right past ecstasy
*guitar solo*
Desperate I will fall
I hear my name you call
As I fall into ecstasy
Fall into ecstasy
Nothing but ecstasy
And ecstasy welcomes me!
Thank you if you read this all. Please comment with suggestions!!! I'm working on guitar notes but I'm more of a rock singer so help is welcome!
Okay i see many people here trying so hard to be "emo". WTH!! No there is no such thing as a "Emo kid". Emo means:is a style of rock music typically characterized by melodic musicianship and expressive. The Real definition for a "Emo Kid" Is "Scene." This is the style the "Emo Kids" Follow after But will call it "Emo" Because there "Emo." All You have to do is be yourself.And if your "Emo" already cool for you stay that way, don't change for anyone :) And if your not and "Emo" stay the way you are. You don't have to be "Emo", just be yourself!! :) Well I Must go...talk to all of you later :)