Today .. it's been 2 years since the fetus of your Love went Away .. Since the day of 25th of June , I kept crying looking in the sky with my hands reaching to toch the sky shaking asking ''Why?'' .. but I knew the reason why .. The more I think about it , the more hurted I am and the more I feel my heart tearing apart by every inch every second , like it's lasting Forever . I know you are in a better place now where you fly free like Peter Pan , no matter in how much pain I am , that doesn't matter , it matters that you are Happy now like you deserve it from the begining , I regret that I couldn't find you a place on earth where you could taste the feeling of being a normal human and God had to take you to his Kingdom , Heaven . No matter how much I need you now , Heaven needed you more . I wanna Thank God that he saved you from all that horrible suffering , that heart ache pain that never went Away .. After thoes tormenting days.. the more I was crying , the worst it was .. suddenly I felt your hand touching my heart saying ''I am alive and I live in your heart , where I'll forever stay'' It was such a strong feeling ..I realaised that you are beside , your halo didn't fade away , it stayed with me till this day .. I Love growing up together with you and your Music I just wanna hug you , kiss you , I know I can't and I know you'll never be able to read this but I just wanna say these words straight from my Heart , I Love you I wish you all the Happiness , Love , Peace and everything in between you could get , I know you are laughing and smiling up there with Elizabeth Taylor and all the other Angels. My Love , Our Love Michael Jackson , Rest in Peace 1958 - FOREVER , You left your Heart and Soul here , Gone Too Soon ♥ We Miss you , *falls a Tear* SO MUCH ..