I never thought i would end up like this.Alone dying and not being able to care for my brother.Running away from gaurds into the alley or our so called home.We never left the city border but my brother dreams of it when he grows up so he can care for me."Brother it's ok"I said giving him half of the warm soft loaf of bread.My brothers hand shook while he reachout ands grabbed the bread and slowly nibbled every last piece of it.As he and i listed the reasons why would should go to heaven and so far we came up with one reason hat both of us were suffering with."Dear god keep us alive for at least another day and we promise to be good children"My brother prayed."Okay Adam let's go"I said standing on my blood covered knees."Kathrin will god let us go to heven,i mean we've been bad kids"Adam said.My brother and i were twins both thirteen but Adam didn't know how to care for me and still had a little kid mind still in him like the cowardly lion.My brother was no coward but he was afraid of being alone.I ran away at the age of nine and mey brother stayed and when i tried to come home my brother wouldn't leave.And yet he doesn't think that HE left."Kathrin"Yelled my little brother.His heavy breathing and panting scared me.Was he running to me or away from somthing.My plan as that he running to me."Adam where are you"I yelled out."Get out alive"A scratchy voice yelled out.I Relly bright light lit up the whole alley i saw my brother on the ground his eyes blood shot red and he was scared to death.He told himself he wasn't scared and i held onto him and felp his heart beat.Thump thump thump thump and wouldn't slow down and i knew i had to calm him down so i sang a luliby."Don't be scared little one for i shall never leaver you"I sang out"Never forget my beatring heart for it shall guide you home."Adam soon fell asleep and so did i.But while trying to sleep i heard a breath and a voice."Over here son"Said a loud but calming voice.Footsteps boomed and echoed donw the long alley.A flashlight shone and two people saw me and my brother who was still lazily sleeping by me side.The younger boy looked like he was my age or at least fourteen and a half."What do we do with em"The boy said pulling out a small hand gun.I cringed at the sight of it."Jamie put your gun away"ordered the man.Adam woke up but his eyes closed cuz the light hurt them."Kristen what do they want"Adam said with his fingernails digging into my skin.I maoned and Jamie sat stood on his knees and looked at all of our cut bruises and scraps and he told us that we had to come with him."How can we trust you and why should we trust you"My brother and i said in unsion.Jamie smirked and stood up tall and fearless he walked down the long alley and punched th wall.He cursed under his breath and i knew it.I let go and stood up and walked over to Jamie.I smiled and held out my hand.Jamie looked at my hand and then at me like i was crazy and at that point i probably was."You little bastard"Jamie said with his hands in his pockets.My eyes widened my hand fell and tears ran down my face."You want to get on my good said so you can take my over"Jamie said."Y-You idiot that's not at all i was trying to do.Jamie punched the wall again but he ran back and ran towards the wall stepped on the edge and flipped over."I got more skill than you have you dying disease"Jamie said.Tears ran down my face but then my vision got blurry and i fell to the ground."Kristen"ADam yelled at the top of his lungs.Jamie dropped to his knees."I didn't say die you idiot"Jamie said.I woke up in a hospital bed with wire taped to me and people with needles poking with them.I couldn't feel hear or smell any thing.My hands were numb and my throut was dry.Jamie walked in with a leather jacket on with a white shirt on and his only change of pants on while he was chewing gum."Hey disease your doing better"Jamie said beside my bed.I closed my eyes and opened them again."Why do you hate me"I asked him."He doesn't hate you sis he was the one that carried you the five miles to the hospital"Adam said in the same clothes as Jamie and for once he didn't act like scared Adam he was actully brave.My heart beat in side my lifeless body and i felt like Jamie actully cared.Adam and Jamie held one of my hand."Oh and Jame please don't call me diseas any more"I asked.Jamie rolled his eyes but he still nodded.
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First ch. a lil long but i think it's awsome.