Severus & Lucius: Beneath the Masks Article: My Secret Heart (A Note from the Author)

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My Secret Heart (A Note from the Author)

posted by BlackHound

So...

107 installments, and nearly a year of writing. I didn't think it would last this long, but I have to say that it's been a pleasant, and frequently erotic, journey.

I've had a lot of fun writing this, and it's made me rethink how I feel about a couple of characters, which is a very good thing.

You're probably asking what this is, so I'll just come to it. I'm going to have to wrap the story up, much to my regret. It's been almost ten days since the last installment, and I wasn't happy with the installment as I posted it, but there wasn't anything else I could do with it. My life is changing, and some of those changes are quite sad. The sexual aspect of the story has already suffered because of my grief over the loss of one of our dogs. My job situation has changed as well; I've picked up a second job and I'm looking for a third because I'm moving in a month and I can't make it on the hours I get at the primary job. My body is tired, my brain is tired, and I just can't seem to keep the flow going.

Which is horrible, really, because there is still so much more story to tell. I know that a couple of you would graciously tell me that it's alright and you don't mind waiting, and I appreciate that, but once I move, I won't be able to afford my own Internet, and I don't know when I'll have regular access again. So rather than just leave everything hanging, I'm going to finish it now. I'm thinking I can break it into three installments, and I hope to be able to start the first of the three today.

My thanks to you folks who have stuck with me and this story.

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jester616 Oh Blackhound, I wish you the best of luck. I can't express how much I've enjoyed this story over the past year, as well as all the other many contributions you've made. I'm sorry about the loss of your dog. I know how much meaning our animal friends bring to our lives. My thoughts are with you, and I so hope things take a turn for the better for you.

BlackLyra Blackhound, I have thoroughly enjoyed the journey My Secret Heart has taken me on and really appreciate everything you have put into it. Your writings on Severus reflect your depth of emotion ... and I am glad you have shared so much with us. I will truly miss reading your words. I am very sorry about the loss of your dog ... such wonderful family members. I hope better times come your way and perhaps others will be fortunate enough to experience your writings. Even when you are finished writing, My Secret Heart will be a part of my life for a long time to come ... A fan ...

BlackHound I'm glad I've shared, the interaction with so many wonderful fellow fans has been very rewarding, as has been writing this story. There's some really great people out there. Thank you both so much for your kindness. You don't know how greatly I appreciate it.

SevSnapeForev Oh BHound... I feel so sorry about everything that you are going through right now! Whatever happens, remember that you are an excellent writer and have a wonderful way with words. Your story has been crafted brilliantly and I think that all of your fans only ask that you give it a proper end. Good luck in your future endeavours. I'll remember your words everytime I see a raven.

BlackHound Yeah...um...I got the first part of the wrap-up nearly done and I just can't do it. I've thought about it all day today and I can't bring myself to just scrub all the story details and condense everything. So, I'm going to let the story roll naturally and if it hasn't ended on its own by the time I move out, we'll deal with it. SSF, thank you...and I can tell you, that when it does end, it'll be a proper one. <3

My Secret Heart (Part Six)

posted by BlackHound

He steps into the White Room and sits down at the Art Deco-style table. Every single thing in the room is white; the walls, the curtains over the non-existant windows, the furnature, the nude and anatomically correct female mannequin in the corner. Even the painting, which took him by surprise the first time he saw it. It's not the colors one is supposed to appreciate, obviously; it's the shapes formed by the plaster beneath the paint.

He waits patiently, hoping for the best. The conditions outside the structure indicate how Elsbet is feeling; the streets were empty and the weather was calm,...

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Severus/Lucius Never too late

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Beneath the Masks

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Sev & Lucius

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Short Comic of Doom

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Severus/Lucius Never too late

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Spot Banner 1.0

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My Secret Heart (Part Twenty-Seven)

posted by BlackHound

Sketch Elsbet did of a young Potions Master Snape

Snape finds the school calm and quiet, and he is relieved that it is so. He sometimes, just sometimes, longs for the old days, though; the Quidditch rivalry with McGonagall, the friendly debates over the best uses for verbena with Sprout, the surprisingly spontaneous conversations with Madame Hooch, and the talks with Dumbledore that just aren't the same anymore. He heard a song once by that Muggle band The Beatles called In My Life; it has always haunted him. First, it was about Lily, then gradually, as the years have passed, it has come to have so much more meaning. Sometimes, when he's alone...

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My Secret Heart (Part Forty-Six) [NC-17]

posted by BlackHound

It is a small house, much smaller than the one Snape created, but it was ready for her at the right moment. There is a single bedroom, and for now it will suffice, but as the two wizards claim it and size up the bed, neither is sure how three lovers are going to fit on it later, let alone the two of them right now.

They'll make due.

There is no talking; mouths are put to better use the moment Snape's bag is on the dresser. Kissing each other passionately, it is difficult to tell which of the two is the more dominant, or rather, the hungrier. Kissing eyes open adds to the intensity and the need,...

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My Secret Heart (Part Twenty-Four) [Very Steamy]

posted by BlackHound

Snape looks at Malfoy directly and says, "that would depend on how well you convince me you're worthy of her." There is a challenge in Snape's statement, albeit a teasing one, and Malfoy is more than prepared to meet that challenge. He nods politely to Elsbet first, then leans forward and kisses Snape again. It's a long kiss, long and sensuous, and before it's done the two wizards are fumbling with each other again. Elsbet giggles when Snape groans softly and she begins to undo his trousers. Their lips part and Malfoy glances down, then catches her hands. "Shall we move this to your room?"...