When I close my eyes I can see you watching me. Your breath on my cheek, those brown eyes so warm, so welcoming, watchful drinking me in. I'll keep my eyes closed if you stay. Your familiar smell surrounds me. The fragrance, not your cologne. No. The smell of your body, the scent between your fingers, behind your ears. Don't laugh. I can hear you. I can feel the sweet mint brand you love so much. It tickles. I giggle and imagine tugging at the hair on your head just to see you scowl. Its soft and silky as I remember it. Its cute when you do that. Have I told you that? The scowl, perks up some edges of your lips, and smooths some of the lines on your face I'm so familiar with.
I keep breathing in and it gives me inner strength. I'll live to love you another day. But still. Its ironic when I think that that you're a vampire, because you're warmth is covering me like a blanket. I would bury myself in you if I could. I want to hold you. I want to kiss your hands, your face, your brows, your neck and your lips. I want to do it forever. Yes, I'm stupid. Yes, I'm lovesick. But by God, I don't care. Its complete ecstasy imagining myself dominating you, but you're growing restless..
I can hear you moving off the bed. My heart catches in my throat. Damn cliché isn't it? I can't help it though Stefan. I keep thinking you'll leave. Like the time when we saved Bonnie. I keep seeing your back walking away from me. It scares me. I keep my eyes shut tightly. Its happened before I know, it can't happen again. I won't let it. I can see you shift back onto the bed in my mind's eye to lift me into your arms. Every fibre of my being knows I'm yours all over again.
I can't help but slowly smile when I know you're at home thinking the exact same thing.
I keep breathing in and it gives me inner strength. I'll live to love you another day. But still. Its ironic when I think that that you're a vampire, because you're warmth is covering me like a blanket. I would bury myself in you if I could. I want to hold you. I want to kiss your hands, your face, your brows, your neck and your lips. I want to do it forever. Yes, I'm stupid. Yes, I'm lovesick. But by God, I don't care. Its complete ecstasy imagining myself dominating you, but you're growing restless..
I can hear you moving off the bed. My heart catches in my throat. Damn cliché isn't it? I can't help it though Stefan. I keep thinking you'll leave. Like the time when we saved Bonnie. I keep seeing your back walking away from me. It scares me. I keep my eyes shut tightly. Its happened before I know, it can't happen again. I won't let it. I can see you shift back onto the bed in my mind's eye to lift me into your arms. Every fibre of my being knows I'm yours all over again.
I can't help but slowly smile when I know you're at home thinking the exact same thing.
So I know this is supposed to be a safe haven from hearing about Damon, but I have a rant building up and I dont know where else it will be safe to post it.
First off, how many people does he have to kill before I stop hearing "poor Damon"? He is the murderer, not the victim, for crying out loud.
Also,( please dont kill me) I think Damon/Ian is oveerrated. I am not trying to bash him. Obviously he is hot, and he is giving a very good performance. The thing is though that some people are acting like he is the second coming or something. Honestly I dont see it.
I love Stefan. I think Paul is also hot, and is also giving a great performance. I can only hope that Kevin and Julie dont follow in LJ's footsteps and *spoiler alert*do what she did to us in Shadow Souls and Midnight.
ok, rant over.
First off, how many people does he have to kill before I stop hearing "poor Damon"? He is the murderer, not the victim, for crying out loud.
Also,( please dont kill me) I think Damon/Ian is oveerrated. I am not trying to bash him. Obviously he is hot, and he is giving a very good performance. The thing is though that some people are acting like he is the second coming or something. Honestly I dont see it.
I love Stefan. I think Paul is also hot, and is also giving a great performance. I can only hope that Kevin and Julie dont follow in LJ's footsteps and *spoiler alert*do what she did to us in Shadow Souls and Midnight.
ok, rant over.
What Is that awful saying? Opposites attract. Metaphysically speaking, opposites repel. And honestly, were fights and constant bickering anything to base a healthy relationship off of? A healthy relationship, the kind that usually leads to the soul mate kind of love, starts off with a solid friendship/Relationship – the one where you do everything in your power to protect them and keep them happy, even if it means sacrificing your own happiness, standing by them when no one else will, not because you feel you should, but because you really and truly believe in him/her, and above all, being so connected that at times you feel like you're one person – when your thoughts mesh so perfectly that you finish each other's sentences and know what they're thinking without saying any words.
At least that's my opinion on the matter. This is why I ship Stelena:)
At least that's my opinion on the matter. This is why I ship Stelena:)