Cas sank down in Indian style and reached out to the flames, which didn’t seem to affect him at all.
“I’ll go see how Meg’s doing” Sam said softly and he left Dean alone with Cas.
“Alone at last” Cas smiled slowly.
“Why did you do it, Cas? Why did you kill so many people?” Dean asked hurt.
Cas looked down and played with his fingers. “I didn’t” he mumbled defensive. “I told Meg I was going to kill them all, to impress her, to sound like a bad guy. But she never actually saw me kill anyone. Okay, I killed those three men. But, Dean,…they raped me. You can’t possibly understand how fucked up I am, because of that. But I didn’t kill anyone else. Meg killed Heather, go ask her”
“What about those customers in the snack bar?” Dean asked.
“That was an accident” Cas swore. “It was then that I got my powers back. First we were all having fun, then suddenly I’m glowing with power and next thing everyone is dead. I knew how you would react, which is why I ran”
“So you admit that you have your powers back?” Dean said, raising his eyebrows. Cas pulled his shoulders.
“What can I say? I can’t lie to you” he whispered and he pierced his glance in Dean’s eyes. Dean took a step back, but Cas grabbed his shirt and pressed his lips against Deans.