Last one for today :D it's getting to heartbreaking after this article and I want to keep it all together :( enjoy reading it

Bella's pov

After 50 minutes the first break started. I walked out of science class with my bag on my shoulder, my books in one hand and Mason’s hand in the other. Cedriq followed us closely.
“Mommie that was awesome. I wanna be a science teacher when I grow up” Mason said with allot of joy in his voice. It made me smile to see him like that. I let go of his hand and he started running in the hallway.
“Mason no running” I yelled strong to him. I walked gently towards a free bench . Cedriq still followed me.
We both took place on the bench. I looked at Mason, he was enjoying the school yard.

“Bella” I heard Cedriq say my name. I turned myself towards him. “I kind a like you” he said with a sweet voice.
“I like you too Cedriq” I answered back with a smile. But what he did then just surprises me allot. He kissed me. My only reaction was to push him away.
“What are you doing” I said surprised and a little angry.
“I love you Bella” he said strong and grabbed my hand into his.
I pulled them back to me.
“Love me, Cedriq, you just met me and you can’ t love me, I’m married” I said strong and a little upset.
“But I can see you are unhappy and I wanna make you happy again. I saw you smiling today, you were so beautiful” he said still with that strong but sweet voice.
“Cedriq, please. I don’t love you. And I am happy with my husband and my kids, so please stay out of it” I said strong.
I got up fast and walked towards Mason. I could hear Cedriq running after me.

“I’m sorry, Bella, it was stupid of me. I should have done that, I’m sorry” Cedriq started saying with regret.
“It’s okay, Cedriq, don’t worry about it” I said back. I did my best to sound calm but I know I sounded upset instead.
He didn’t say anything back for now.
“Where the hell is your father” I tried to focus myself on Edward and that made me just angry and more upset.
“Mommie, Daddy was here, I think he saw you kissing with him” Mason said sad and pointed at Cedriq.
I took a deep breath
“Great, like I don’t have enough on my mind already” I said sad and a little annoyed too.
“I’m really sorry, Bella” Cedriq said again upset now too.
“It’s okay, I should go home” I said back and grabbed Mason’s hand.
“Bella what about class” Cedriq said calm.
“I’m not going, Mason should be in bed by now anyway, he’s still a child that needs sleep. I’m taking him home” I said while walking towards the car with my bag and books in my hands too.
“Bella, I hope we can still work together” he asked me upset but friendly.
“I didn’t answer back but I just gave him a little smile.

Cedriq ran back to school, while Mason and me walked into the car. I took my phone and started dialling Edward’s number. It started ringing but nobody picked up.
I took a deep breath again.
I was feeling so awkward, since Cedriq kissed me I started to feel butterflies in my stomach, like the time when I first met Edward. I missed that feeling with Edward, the only thing we do when we are together is arguing or having our passionate time. We never talked like we did before we married. Those butterflies had died in my stomach. Now I started to feel more upset, didn’t I love Edward anymore.
“Mommie are you okay” I heard Mason asking me. I focused myself back to reality to the present.
“I’m fine, let’s go home to your dad…” I said back slowly but my voice just broke saying these words.
I started to car and we drove off.