The ride to brianas wasnt far but I could hardly see with the wind blowing at my face wich hurt my eyes I realy couldnt tell what happen next,but in a split second I found myself inches away from falling on my face to seeing I face close to mine
He was teenage boy hard gray eyes that made me want to break wich is hard to imagen how I got that idea ,he cant break me id break his nose nefore he could even touch me
And yet here I was tightly locked in his arm
“thank you for cacthing me before I fell”i said very formaly he says nothing he states into my eye with a confused experation he pulls away slowly his hands on my hands pulling them at my sides
I toke this moment to look around and at him
Fisrt him his face was clear no zits or facial hair(dont you think it funny when guy let if grow and say how manly they are with thier little mustache hairs Ive made to many jokes about that)he was taller maybe older 16? Good taste in clothes his jeans were at his waist not like those other guy with sagy jeans that show off their butts and boxers
Then I noticed the wind die down it felt codl but not rain cold I look aruomd everything look fine ... except for the fact that an airplane was frozen over us and a flock of birds not to far from us also frozen in time
“what the hell?”i stutter out
“your not her”he let me go my bike was next to me I could make a run for it but that wouldnt help me would it ?...
He looked.awful his face was full of pain with a hint of understanding time was still frozen so
“ahem”i mutter
he look at me as if remebering that im here
“its rude to ignor a girl when this”i wave my hands around“like you expect me to forget about and be om my way ?”i mean realy
“well ofcourse but ... your Evelia right?”
I flich no one has called me that but lupita my aunt
“thats not my legal name but when I had my baptism the priest called me that in my home town in mexico it meant tjat God saw you in that name” I said automatically habit of mine every time lupita called me Evelia
“i know that”he yelled his eyes burned into mine
“then why ask”my voice cold as ice it was much more dangerous
“i...im sorry but im look for someone she's missing”
“call 911 ”duh
“looking for someone like me”
“they what are you...you did this so your not human”
“im shocked you take it all calmly”
I burst out laughing
“me calm um freaking out tje only reason Im not runing around in circles os cuz no one will hear me”
I sigh im going crazy yeah thats it
“your not real im unconscious or something and this is al a dream or maybe im in a coma who know but you not real”i decide
“you must have good imagination”
“i still tell jr. make belive story about dragons fariys and what not ”he smiled something in his eye tinckled hope,love? I toke a step back he noticed
“Evelia-”
“my name is Evelyn ok most cuz you have no right to call me that”i told him
“Evelyn then I just ive taken must of your time so ill leave”
“hold it”i macth up to and grab his arms“first you havnt taken any of my time fyi have you look around secondly your name and third”i good him I stren look“this is not the last I see if you is it?”
To this laughed the sound made feek like u knew him even when I dont know anything
“no its not and you cant say a word of this to a soul ro demon or the devil himself not intill I get what happening for myself”he steped back I ley him go feeling sad - he started to fade
“my name Joshua see ya soon I hope”
I wad alone like should have been the beginning as I pick up my bike I notice that im infront of brianas house I forgot I came to see her amd I was glad I need some normalty even if this was briana she was human wich make her normal
“hey eve you sure did come fast must be the bike huh
You will not belive what I fond on facebook... she went on and on intil I got inside her house was way biger then mine 2 stories high 6 bedrooms for bathrooms and a grand back yard
Briana was still going on must be somethimg good
“look lisa took a pic of a new guy in our highschool she just posted it ” lisa knew wjat jad to be know she can be a pain but a great spy and gossip girl to know when you need info
“is he cute or hot?”i ask
“he's both and great fashion taste unlike you” she said as a matter.of fact she pulled me up the stairs into room it was covered of pics of us next to posters of magazine of models her bed was in tje middle of the room blakets all over the place with her lap top out om the bed
“look I thinl you guys could make a great couple” she made a cliks and show me him I felt my jaw drop not because he was gorgeous but becuase it was joshua
“i knew youd like him”briana gushed.
He was teenage boy hard gray eyes that made me want to break wich is hard to imagen how I got that idea ,he cant break me id break his nose nefore he could even touch me
And yet here I was tightly locked in his arm
“thank you for cacthing me before I fell”i said very formaly he says nothing he states into my eye with a confused experation he pulls away slowly his hands on my hands pulling them at my sides
I toke this moment to look around and at him
Fisrt him his face was clear no zits or facial hair(dont you think it funny when guy let if grow and say how manly they are with thier little mustache hairs Ive made to many jokes about that)he was taller maybe older 16? Good taste in clothes his jeans were at his waist not like those other guy with sagy jeans that show off their butts and boxers
Then I noticed the wind die down it felt codl but not rain cold I look aruomd everything look fine ... except for the fact that an airplane was frozen over us and a flock of birds not to far from us also frozen in time
“what the hell?”i stutter out
“your not her”he let me go my bike was next to me I could make a run for it but that wouldnt help me would it ?...
He looked.awful his face was full of pain with a hint of understanding time was still frozen so
“ahem”i mutter
he look at me as if remebering that im here
“its rude to ignor a girl when this”i wave my hands around“like you expect me to forget about and be om my way ?”i mean realy
“well ofcourse but ... your Evelia right?”
I flich no one has called me that but lupita my aunt
“thats not my legal name but when I had my baptism the priest called me that in my home town in mexico it meant tjat God saw you in that name” I said automatically habit of mine every time lupita called me Evelia
“i know that”he yelled his eyes burned into mine
“then why ask”my voice cold as ice it was much more dangerous
“i...im sorry but im look for someone she's missing”
“call 911 ”duh
“looking for someone like me”
“they what are you...you did this so your not human”
“im shocked you take it all calmly”
I burst out laughing
“me calm um freaking out tje only reason Im not runing around in circles os cuz no one will hear me”
I sigh im going crazy yeah thats it
“your not real im unconscious or something and this is al a dream or maybe im in a coma who know but you not real”i decide
“you must have good imagination”
“i still tell jr. make belive story about dragons fariys and what not ”he smiled something in his eye tinckled hope,love? I toke a step back he noticed
“Evelia-”
“my name is Evelyn ok most cuz you have no right to call me that”i told him
“Evelyn then I just ive taken must of your time so ill leave”
“hold it”i macth up to and grab his arms“first you havnt taken any of my time fyi have you look around secondly your name and third”i good him I stren look“this is not the last I see if you is it?”
To this laughed the sound made feek like u knew him even when I dont know anything
“no its not and you cant say a word of this to a soul ro demon or the devil himself not intill I get what happening for myself”he steped back I ley him go feeling sad - he started to fade
“my name Joshua see ya soon I hope”
I wad alone like should have been the beginning as I pick up my bike I notice that im infront of brianas house I forgot I came to see her amd I was glad I need some normalty even if this was briana she was human wich make her normal
“hey eve you sure did come fast must be the bike huh
You will not belive what I fond on facebook... she went on and on intil I got inside her house was way biger then mine 2 stories high 6 bedrooms for bathrooms and a grand back yard
Briana was still going on must be somethimg good
“look lisa took a pic of a new guy in our highschool she just posted it ” lisa knew wjat jad to be know she can be a pain but a great spy and gossip girl to know when you need info
“is he cute or hot?”i ask
“he's both and great fashion taste unlike you” she said as a matter.of fact she pulled me up the stairs into room it was covered of pics of us next to posters of magazine of models her bed was in tje middle of the room blakets all over the place with her lap top out om the bed
“look I thinl you guys could make a great couple” she made a cliks and show me him I felt my jaw drop not because he was gorgeous but becuase it was joshua
“i knew youd like him”briana gushed.
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him more and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well you see
I'm not myself anymore
Well you can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things you don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
By myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By myself
By myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well you can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things you don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
By myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
By myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
By myself
By myself
An Angel
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The angel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the angel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The angel knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the angel in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing you makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because you can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because you make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because you can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world you keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me you were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need you is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing you makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because you can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because you make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because you can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world you keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me you were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need you is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it