Hiya dudes and dudettes! Sorry for not writing anything in a pretty long time, i'm using so much time going sleighing with my friends, but i hurt myself to today by an accident, so now i have an excuse for sitting here with my macbook and writing xD Well, only a little story for now, i hope to soon start a serie again, or maybe one with just 3 chappies or such. . . Well, hope you guys will like it!
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"Dear Diary.
One word. Only one word, that was the only thing i could describe him with. Okay, maybe it wasn't, but it was a very good word to describe him with. He was unpredictable. In one moment he could make me feel like the luckiest woman in the entire world, no, in the universe! And in the next one, he could make me feel like i was down in hell. But, his kisses, i don't know how i could describe them. They could be forceful and gentle at the same time without becoming awkward or weird, they could be rough and tough but i wouldn't feel like he was crossing the line, i would just want even more.
But, this feeling, this amazing feeling that had grown inside me for such a long time couldn't be fully satisfactoried. I don't really now how, but i've never really felt whole, like something was missing, but, he does subdues it a lot. Before we got together this feeling was tearing me apart from the inside, limp by limp, but not physically, it was mentally.
Me and Duncan have been together for about 5 months now and my inner scars have been mended a lot since that day. All of our friends had been very surprised to find out about us. I mean, they were so different. For example, Gwen and Bridgette had nothing in common, but they became friends fast. In the start of our relationship, i thought her and Duncan had something going on, but both of them assured me that they didn't have that kind of feeling for each other. Well, i had to believe in that.
Last evening a couple of days ago, me and a couple of other girls had a slumber party. Not many, just me, Bridgette, Gwen and Lindsay. Yeah, i actually became great friends with Little Miss Blonde, and even thought she's dumb as a door, she's a very good friend and even thought Gwen mostly doesn't like those kinds of parties, i think she had a good time. And actually, i forgot about the state that i'm in, just that single night, my life felt normal! Well, i guess social life helps on the scars too. . .
Well, i think that was all for now, i gotta go see Duncan in a minute, so bye for now!
Love, The girl who feels like she's beyond hell and above heaven, aka, Courtney.
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"Dear Diary.
One word. Only one word, that was the only thing i could describe him with. Okay, maybe it wasn't, but it was a very good word to describe him with. He was unpredictable. In one moment he could make me feel like the luckiest woman in the entire world, no, in the universe! And in the next one, he could make me feel like i was down in hell. But, his kisses, i don't know how i could describe them. They could be forceful and gentle at the same time without becoming awkward or weird, they could be rough and tough but i wouldn't feel like he was crossing the line, i would just want even more.
But, this feeling, this amazing feeling that had grown inside me for such a long time couldn't be fully satisfactoried. I don't really now how, but i've never really felt whole, like something was missing, but, he does subdues it a lot. Before we got together this feeling was tearing me apart from the inside, limp by limp, but not physically, it was mentally.
Me and Duncan have been together for about 5 months now and my inner scars have been mended a lot since that day. All of our friends had been very surprised to find out about us. I mean, they were so different. For example, Gwen and Bridgette had nothing in common, but they became friends fast. In the start of our relationship, i thought her and Duncan had something going on, but both of them assured me that they didn't have that kind of feeling for each other. Well, i had to believe in that.
Last evening a couple of days ago, me and a couple of other girls had a slumber party. Not many, just me, Bridgette, Gwen and Lindsay. Yeah, i actually became great friends with Little Miss Blonde, and even thought she's dumb as a door, she's a very good friend and even thought Gwen mostly doesn't like those kinds of parties, i think she had a good time. And actually, i forgot about the state that i'm in, just that single night, my life felt normal! Well, i guess social life helps on the scars too. . .
Well, i think that was all for now, i gotta go see Duncan in a minute, so bye for now!
Love, The girl who feels like she's beyond hell and above heaven, aka, Courtney.