It was a mistake, a very stupid mistake.
She removed her hat
"Falling in love."Why is it called that? I mean, I've fell on the ground, off a bridge, even off a big wall, better never in love. As far as can see, I'm standing here without a wound to prove so.
Falling in love must a pathetic and immature phrase way to saying pain
She removed her shoes.
If love is pain and pain is what I need to get from him, than hit me, hit me and don't hold back. 9/10 chances I will like it.
I can understand how one can only tolerate another, but isn't that what a relationship is all about. Working out problems and solving them together. How stupid was I to believe that?
From what I've seen, I must be a total idiot.
She removed her jacket
It's funny how he could kiss me and leave stupid....he must be a genius because hardly any boy could do that. Despite the opposite affection I had towards him, I could stop thinking about him.
If you can't someone out of you mind, maybe there suppose to be there.
She removed her gloves
I mean look at this problem from a different view.
Me plus him....baaaaad equation.
He broke my heart, therefore he murdered me. Death was my only savior.
Some might say I'm crazy.
Some might say I'm insane.
Some might even say I'm just psycho.
But in my eyes, this is how love works. The boy lets himself into your heart, he than breaks it, than makes you feel like crap.
In the beginning, he makes you feel like your beautiful, special, and his perfect little.....princess......
She placed the tiara on her head
....and gives you That Special Feeling....
She closed her eyes, and released herself from the dock...
And Just like that....the feeling was gone.
---
Duncan came back into the living room with two sodas in his hand. He handed the first one to his girlfriend, Gwen, and popped open the other one."Have you called her yet?"Gwen asked, while turning the TV on.
Duncan rolled his eyes and scoffed."Yeah, yeah. Why do you care...it's just me and you now."Duncan stated while giving her a quick peck on her cheek.
Gwen couldn't help but smile, but also feel a slight guilty. She never really wanted to hurt...her. But, the girl was strong, she was sure, she would get over it and move on.
Gwen was flipping through channels and just decided to leave in on the news. She started to drink her soda as she watch the man babble about the sights of killings and car wrecks. That's pretty much what the new gave these days.
Than suddenly, a certain name was heard from the television."Gwen, turn it up!"Duncan said a little to quickly.
Gwen obeyed his wish and raised the volume.
"...Courtney Marine Daniel, found dead in Lake Levine. It suppose she had committed suicide. Left clothing was found on the dock, a small tiara was washed along with her body. In other news...."The Television continued to speak, while both sat there with they're mouths hanging open.
Duncan caught his chest. It was his heart. His cold heart, it finally had torn. Duncan laid back before he fell over. Gwen looked at him and shook her head."Courtney...killed herself."The words were breathless."Why?"
The same thing Duncan wanted to know. Why did Courtney commit suicide? What or who drove to this horrifying debt?
Was it me?Duncan thought as sweat drew his
open pores.
No, it could have been. Duncan knew Courtney was upset about this, but killing her self. Was just utterly ridiculous. Or was it?
Maybe Duncan didn't take this as serious as Courtney did. Maybe the way he felt about her, wasn't as nearly close to the way she felt about him...even if she didn't show it.
Duncan breath hard. He didn't again, and again."It was me."He mumbled.
Gwen looked at him shocked."No...no. She wouldn't-"
"But she did."Duncan finished. He stood up and held his head in frustration. He started to pace around the sofa. He hit the side of the wall and cursed loudly, which made Gwen jump.
"Duncan it's not your fault."She said trying to console him.
He looked at Gwen."Yes it is Gwen! She killed herself because of me...me."His words were unsteady."I fucking killed her, god-dammit!"He yelled as he knocked down some picture frames.
Gwen knew he was upset, but this...it almost seemed like he still had feelings for her."Courtney is something of past. Don't hold onto her, because if you do...it'll just hurt more."Gwen explain.
"I'll never let her go."Duncan quoted, and he meant it."I'll never l-let her go. She's...."Duncan felt those salty liquids pile up in his eyes."....S-She's my princess."
Gwen looked at him stunned, and was speechless. Before she could say anything he left.
Duncan ran all the way to Lake Levine, which I'm pretty sure was on the other side of town. He stopped when he spotted flashing lights and people carrying as body.
He ran over there, and notice it was Courtney. She laying there. Her eyes closed, and her clothes were soaked wet. Duncan pushed through the crowd of crowed people and went up the bed she laid on."Princess, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I know I treated you like crap, and you can call me an ass for doing so. You don't understand how selfish this move was. You left your parents, your family, Bridgett....and.."The tears were rolling down his cheek now."...Princess you can't leave me. I need you here, life won't be the same without your annoying lectures you give me. How will I get through school without you helping out of trouble.
"I can't have you leave me. I'm sorry that I cheated. I'm for calling you a bitch, a loser, and obsessive compulsive competitor freak. I like that your ambitions, and you don't turn down a challenge. I just a too much a jerk to realize how much I like you. You mean the world to me, princess. I don't love Gwen, I don't even like her. I was just to blind and stupid to realize my true feelings for you. I-I..."Duncan was sobbing like a wimp now."...I love you, Courtney!"
A Man had finally grabbed Duncan by the arm and pulled him away. Than men put Courtney in the truck and drove off to the hospital.
Duncan was left standing there. A face soaked by salted liquid and a heart broken. It had seemed Courtney was only a live a few minutes ago.
Because she was.
Duncan looked out into the lake that had drown his poor princess, and notice the left tiara had. Duncan shed one tear that fell upon the tiara. It was just like the one he had gave her for her birthday, a few months ago.
Maybe...
Duncan turned it around and craved in it was...
My Princess.
Duncan grunted, trying hard not to scream and make a scene.
Duncan lifted the tiara and thrust it into the lake, and watch it sink into the water slowly. Duncan fell on his knees and gripped the damped dirt beneath his palms. He just began to bawl. His heart was merely torn and burn into ash. The feeling was unbearable. The feeling was eating him alive. He couldn't take the feeling inside. That Feeling Courtney gave him...the special one....
And now That Special Feeling, would haunt him his entire life..........
She removed her hat
"Falling in love."Why is it called that? I mean, I've fell on the ground, off a bridge, even off a big wall, better never in love. As far as can see, I'm standing here without a wound to prove so.
Falling in love must a pathetic and immature phrase way to saying pain
She removed her shoes.
If love is pain and pain is what I need to get from him, than hit me, hit me and don't hold back. 9/10 chances I will like it.
I can understand how one can only tolerate another, but isn't that what a relationship is all about. Working out problems and solving them together. How stupid was I to believe that?
From what I've seen, I must be a total idiot.
She removed her jacket
It's funny how he could kiss me and leave stupid....he must be a genius because hardly any boy could do that. Despite the opposite affection I had towards him, I could stop thinking about him.
If you can't someone out of you mind, maybe there suppose to be there.
She removed her gloves
I mean look at this problem from a different view.
Me plus him....baaaaad equation.
He broke my heart, therefore he murdered me. Death was my only savior.
Some might say I'm crazy.
Some might say I'm insane.
Some might even say I'm just psycho.
But in my eyes, this is how love works. The boy lets himself into your heart, he than breaks it, than makes you feel like crap.
In the beginning, he makes you feel like your beautiful, special, and his perfect little.....princess......
She placed the tiara on her head
....and gives you That Special Feeling....
She closed her eyes, and released herself from the dock...
And Just like that....the feeling was gone.
---
Duncan came back into the living room with two sodas in his hand. He handed the first one to his girlfriend, Gwen, and popped open the other one."Have you called her yet?"Gwen asked, while turning the TV on.
Duncan rolled his eyes and scoffed."Yeah, yeah. Why do you care...it's just me and you now."Duncan stated while giving her a quick peck on her cheek.
Gwen couldn't help but smile, but also feel a slight guilty. She never really wanted to hurt...her. But, the girl was strong, she was sure, she would get over it and move on.
Gwen was flipping through channels and just decided to leave in on the news. She started to drink her soda as she watch the man babble about the sights of killings and car wrecks. That's pretty much what the new gave these days.
Than suddenly, a certain name was heard from the television."Gwen, turn it up!"Duncan said a little to quickly.
Gwen obeyed his wish and raised the volume.
"...Courtney Marine Daniel, found dead in Lake Levine. It suppose she had committed suicide. Left clothing was found on the dock, a small tiara was washed along with her body. In other news...."The Television continued to speak, while both sat there with they're mouths hanging open.
Duncan caught his chest. It was his heart. His cold heart, it finally had torn. Duncan laid back before he fell over. Gwen looked at him and shook her head."Courtney...killed herself."The words were breathless."Why?"
The same thing Duncan wanted to know. Why did Courtney commit suicide? What or who drove to this horrifying debt?
Was it me?Duncan thought as sweat drew his
open pores.
No, it could have been. Duncan knew Courtney was upset about this, but killing her self. Was just utterly ridiculous. Or was it?
Maybe Duncan didn't take this as serious as Courtney did. Maybe the way he felt about her, wasn't as nearly close to the way she felt about him...even if she didn't show it.
Duncan breath hard. He didn't again, and again."It was me."He mumbled.
Gwen looked at him shocked."No...no. She wouldn't-"
"But she did."Duncan finished. He stood up and held his head in frustration. He started to pace around the sofa. He hit the side of the wall and cursed loudly, which made Gwen jump.
"Duncan it's not your fault."She said trying to console him.
He looked at Gwen."Yes it is Gwen! She killed herself because of me...me."His words were unsteady."I fucking killed her, god-dammit!"He yelled as he knocked down some picture frames.
Gwen knew he was upset, but this...it almost seemed like he still had feelings for her."Courtney is something of past. Don't hold onto her, because if you do...it'll just hurt more."Gwen explain.
"I'll never let her go."Duncan quoted, and he meant it."I'll never l-let her go. She's...."Duncan felt those salty liquids pile up in his eyes."....S-She's my princess."
Gwen looked at him stunned, and was speechless. Before she could say anything he left.
Duncan ran all the way to Lake Levine, which I'm pretty sure was on the other side of town. He stopped when he spotted flashing lights and people carrying as body.
He ran over there, and notice it was Courtney. She laying there. Her eyes closed, and her clothes were soaked wet. Duncan pushed through the crowd of crowed people and went up the bed she laid on."Princess, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I know I treated you like crap, and you can call me an ass for doing so. You don't understand how selfish this move was. You left your parents, your family, Bridgett....and.."The tears were rolling down his cheek now."...Princess you can't leave me. I need you here, life won't be the same without your annoying lectures you give me. How will I get through school without you helping out of trouble.
"I can't have you leave me. I'm sorry that I cheated. I'm for calling you a bitch, a loser, and obsessive compulsive competitor freak. I like that your ambitions, and you don't turn down a challenge. I just a too much a jerk to realize how much I like you. You mean the world to me, princess. I don't love Gwen, I don't even like her. I was just to blind and stupid to realize my true feelings for you. I-I..."Duncan was sobbing like a wimp now."...I love you, Courtney!"
A Man had finally grabbed Duncan by the arm and pulled him away. Than men put Courtney in the truck and drove off to the hospital.
Duncan was left standing there. A face soaked by salted liquid and a heart broken. It had seemed Courtney was only a live a few minutes ago.
Because she was.
Duncan looked out into the lake that had drown his poor princess, and notice the left tiara had. Duncan shed one tear that fell upon the tiara. It was just like the one he had gave her for her birthday, a few months ago.
Maybe...
Duncan turned it around and craved in it was...
My Princess.
Duncan grunted, trying hard not to scream and make a scene.
Duncan lifted the tiara and thrust it into the lake, and watch it sink into the water slowly. Duncan fell on his knees and gripped the damped dirt beneath his palms. He just began to bawl. His heart was merely torn and burn into ash. The feeling was unbearable. The feeling was eating him alive. He couldn't take the feeling inside. That Feeling Courtney gave him...the special one....
And now That Special Feeling, would haunt him his entire life..........