aaaahh, being poorly is the worse thing EVER. ugh, my eyes hurt, my limbs ache... everything is just not working today, my imune system is failing me :(
so sorry if its all over the place, ive been writing each sentence with 5 minute intervals, im so wasted of energy.
ANYWAYYYY, go enjoy it... hopefully! :]


The globe of material, collected from the shreds of time and space, swam around like melting honey with the sheer force of Dylan’s hands. He held it, effortlessly, between both hands without physically touching the globe as it hovered between his invisible forces. A perfect sphere floating magically in front of my eyes, the beauty of this small gesture was astounding. A globe full of energy and electricity between the two components, time and space, collided and reacted with an amazing outcome; life. Faintly glowing against the midnight atmosphere, it lit up a bubble of space around me and Dylan; warming us and our hearts. I reached my fingers out to experiment with how solid it was, but Dylan moved it away and said,
‘No touch.’
‘Why? I’m totally harmless.’ I answered, innocently.
‘The whole thing would fracture. Two universes would collapse causing their suns to go into a supernova.’ I can’t deny it any longer, but I love it when he talks technical.
‘So?’ I challenged. He just smiled, knowing how insistent I was at trying new things.
‘I’m burning up a whole sun and moon to show you this; so careful.’ His face turned serious, something I don’t see much. ‘It’s no game –none of this- it’s all real life, Ash. Understand that I am between the real, and the dead.’ His face looked distant, almost wistful. As if he was waiting for that moment to come, like he wanted to leave me already.
‘You… want me to go?’ I looked down, ashamed at how it came out. His hand came up my chin and lightly lifted it to meet his eyes. Looking deep into his eyes, I saw coal embers burning with their last flames, releasing their last breaths of smoke.
‘I’m dying, Ash. Of course I don’t want you to go, but I’m trying to make it easier for when… when I do…’
‘When you cross the barrier and leave me forever. Stuck in a world with no meaning, no reason.’ I answered immediately, speaking the words he couldn’t. It hurt –of course it did- but facing the facts was the only way to be true to myself and therefore to him. His hand was still at my chin, so as he brought it closer to him I simply closed my eyes; enjoying the feel of relaxation spreading over my body, soothing the worries that I held inside of me.
The globe of life melted away into the dead space, causing the air to shimmer with a sheer radiance that our love held within. Feeling him with me, around me, against me, was amazing.
All those months I thought I’d lost him he was watching over me; my guardian angel. Of course I wanted him with me forever, but savoring these moments were my focus now. The rest would come with time.
‘All I’m asking for is now, Ash.’ His sweet, velvet words purred against my own thoughts, pulling the attention away from them and to his voice. He didn’t have to speak the words, instead they joined me in my head. I opened my eyes still to see him, so close, with his lips against mine.
‘No fair,’ I moaned, ‘just because you can still do your hippy-dippy magic tricks doesn’t mean you can interrupt my thoughts.’ His lips stopped, turning up into a smile as my moans amused him.
‘I’m sorry, but hearing them fascinates me. Aislinn Canning, always putting others before herself.’ The soft hands he laid upon my face caressed my skin, making the blood run to my head; sending me a little light-headed. ‘That’s why I fell in love with you. You see the world through eyes I long for. When I would walk with you, you would make me notice things I didn’t knew exist.’
‘You know what I see? I see someone who has never know what’s in front of them.’ And from then on the honey-gold covered my lips, my eyes, my bodies. I’d been kissed there, but never like that. We were swimming in a sea of passion, longing, hope and despair.