Ariel's POV
Well you see, there was this guy named Simon Black, and he was collecting purebloods to train to become good fighters. We didn't want you to be captured, so we turned you into a human, and I was taken instead.
"Ariel you knew this? Is that why you brought me over?"she asked
"Yes. That's why"
"You lied to me how can I trust you!"
"I was keeping you safe"
"Simon is tracking me. I can't let you go near him."
"Ariel I'm a fucking Grimm remember I fight monsters! You know I help you what eles are you keeping from me!"
"Nothing else. If you don't want to be safe and get whipped like I do, then go ahead."
"Fucking hell I'm already hearbroke that might easy the pain! and your my sister I help you kill this bastard."
"Simon is immortal. He can never get killed. And anyways, I can help you get back Zim. I never did like Chloe":
"Zim the one who doesn't want me I shouldn't have see this coming, I always get my heart broke"
Don't worry. I'm going through the same thing with Dib. Look, I'll help you. And are you getting fatter? Your stomach is poofy."
*
She blushes "About that...."
"You getting fat, aren't you."
"I'm preggers and about Dib he madly in love with you he thinks you hate him"
"MOTHER OF GOD."
"Yes?"
"Your preggers. Oh god"
"I know" she blushes again
"You shouldn't be fighting. Now take me to Dib."
"Stubborn remember?"
"If you fight you'll die and you can't let your child die"
"Right now Ariel I don't feel like living"
"Don't worry I'll fight for you. Did you tell anyone else":
I was going to tell Zim but....
"I know how to settle this, but first lead me to my Dibbeh-kun."
She giggles
"Fine"
"C'mon let's go."
"Now wheres Dib?"
"Library"
We Run to library
"Ariel Slow down!"
"Why?!?"
"Frist of Preggers second whats the rush!"
"Sorry........
I walked back to Zoey.
"It's fine"
I threw something at libray door"
"Yes" said Dib
I ran up and hugged him
"I love you too" he said
I Kissed him
"I missed you" He said kissing me
I cried" I'm sorry! I was going through a tough time, and......"
"I know"
Zoey walks away
"But Zoey really depressed isn't she?:
"She's preggers"
"WHAT!"
Don't freak out!!!!! Dibby"
"Is that why Zim dump her fucking asshole"
"No it's my freaking cousin Chloe
"What did she do?"
"Zim fell for her!!!!! SHE RUINED MY LIFE!!!"
"But Zim loves Zoey how that happen?"
"Chloe ruins everyone's life..............now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to eat her"
He graphed my wrist
"Ariel don't do that that be to kind"
"Can I at least kill her"
He smiles
"I said eating her was to kind make it as painful as possiable."
"And after that Jasper needs his ADD medicine..................."
"Ok"
He kissed me
"What about Zoey? you know she wants to help"
"She can't. She's preggers. It'll kill her"
He sighs
"I know but when has she ever listened?"
"To me when I............................"
"What?"
"Got mad"
"You didn't get mad sweetie"
"I get VERY mad when people annoy me........."
He kissed me
"Why Zoe is Zoe"
"Well she irritated me.........."
"She knows she has to listen if she likes it or not I stay and watch her but can you kick Zim ass a little for being an ass"
"I can get Gillies" I said with a grins
"Question does he really like her?"
"He went psycho for a little while so.........."
"So no?"
"He got over it"
"Part me wish he hadn't because I really hate Zim for hurt Zoe"
"I know..............but I ate a Irken before, so..."
"What?"
"It was along time ago"
"Ariel do you think he left Zoe because of that?"
"No. It's not that."
"Then what you can tell me I hate Irkens!"
"The tallest annoyed my dad"
"How?"
"They were saying they're stronger and will take over the Immortal empire."
"Dumbass"
"I know, but now I gotta kill Chloe. Come on!"
"Ok but what about Z?"
"She can watch. Unless it get's too disturbing"
"You know perfectly well that she will join"
"I'll keep her away"
"How Zoe is almost as strong as you? You do remember she can't be hurt by other vampire gifts or magic"
"Yes, I do. But she's pregnat. How much can she fight. She can't even run"
"You be surpried but how strong she could get"
"I know. It might be because I bit her and my powers transferd to her. Anyways, I think my Death Scythe will be enough"
"I don't know would you really hurt her?"
"If I had to"
"That thing is pretty big and holds a lot of power"
Dib let go of me
"I can't believe you do that to her after everything she did for you!"
"Dib I'm trying to protect her and it won't hurt it happend to me before because Jasper got mad at me!"
"What about the baby?"
"What about it"
"It could get hurt"
"True............I'll just have to yell at her" I said
"I won't fight even though I want to ring her fucking neck!" Zoey said
Dib Jump
"Where you come from?"
"Space"
"Ok then"
He kissed me
We went to Choles place to kill her.
I walked into the room where I saw Chloe. She was all Ms.Sunshine.
But not for long
I walked up behind her, grabbed her neck, and threw her against the wall.
What was that?!" she yelled at me.
But I didn't wait. I went up and bit her. She fell to the floor with a bloody scream.
Zim's pov
My head felt clear
"What happened?"
I walked out and saw Ariel
Ariel looked at me like she did to her father
"What?"
She pinned me to the wall, and fast
"Let me go!"
"No! You sick bastard!"
"What I do!"
"YOU LEFT ZOEY FOR CHLOE!"
"I would never do that!"
"Uh, you just did!"
"NO Chole did something to me!"
"She erased your memory, didn't she!"
I cried
Ariel let go of me, and hid my face in both of hands
"Well now Zoeys pregnat with your kid!"
"What!"
"Zoey is preggers dude!"
"Is she ok does she hate me how did you know?"
"Oh, she hates you alright"
I frowned
"So I guess she doesn't want to see me"
"Now c'mon, you two need to make up"
"Why I screwed up she be better without me"
"She'll kill herself without you, now come on!"
She pulled me by the arm
"I thought you said she hated me?!"
"Well you two are gonna make up!"
"Why you hate me why help us?"
"Because your like my brother"
"You have a brother?
Two. They're twins. But don't tell anyone!"
"Why Not?"
Because I don't want them to come here! They mess up everything!"
"How?"
"THEY MAKE A MESS! NOW SHUT UP BEFORE ANYONE HEARS YOU!!"
"Why?"
"Just............shut up and come on!"
I came with her and felt no hope in me I meessed up this time.
"There she is, now go talk to her lion!"!
"Ummm hi Zoey"
"Here to break my heart more?"
"No no no no Ariel sent me here and......umm....."
"Oh so you couldn't do it your self"
She was crying
"Zoey.............."
"What! Damn it spit it out!"
"I love you!"
"Really than prove it!!!!!!!!!!"
I got on my knees and cried into her hands
"Do you know how many nights I cried myself to sleep!"
"I'M SORRY! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST EXCEPT MY APOLOGY!!!"
"How can I trust you won't do something like that again!"
"BECAUSE THERES NO ONE ELSE OUT THERE LIKE YOU!"
"Really then why you go to that bitch!"
"SHE PUT ME UNDER A SPELL!"
"She did WHAT!"
"SHE PUT ME UNDER A SPELL"
"Let Me at that Bitch!"
"ARIEL KILLED HER!"
"Damn I should your my mate not hers!"
"Well, Ariel killed her, so........"
"Zim...."
"Yes"
"I....."
"Yes??"
"I love...."
"I love you too"
She cried into my shoulder
"I missed you I thought I never see you again"
"Well you did"
"OW" I heard Ariel scream
"Ariel?"
Who are you people?" said Ariel, standing up
"Ariel it me Zoey"
"I don't know Zoey. I don't know anyone"
"How old are you?"
"F-five?" she laughed
"Fuck she has a bad case of mermory lost"
"Wow, this place is nice. Who built it?"
"Zim are her meromies in there?"
"In where?"
"Her head?"
"I don't think so"
"Hey, who are those people in there? And who's the pretty one with Blonde hair. The really tall one"
"Thats Jasper and he bad news"
"But pretty people are good, right"
"Not always Dib!"
"Who Dib?"
"Someone who loves you very much"
Dib's pov
I saw Ariel
"Ariel" I said
" Huh? I don't know you"
"Ariel it me!" I shouted "
"ummmm" she began
"Whats wrong?" I said worriedly
"Oh yes! Your my scythe! pick me up and holds over head*:
"huh?" I though
"Ariel snap out of it! Ariel" yelled Zoe
" I can use this to hit people!"
"Ariel!"Zoe yelled*
"What?" she asked like a child
"Think long and hard about your pasted!"Zoe ordered:
"I'm gonna go see pretty boy!"
I frowned "Well thats it she never love me!" I said I stated to walk away
Zim graph me "Oh no you don't"
"Let me go Zim!
Zim growled "Fine" he lets go
I ran off
I saw Ariel hug Jasper " HI!!"
"Ariel?"
I started crying
"HI!!!" she said again.
"Hey Dib, can I have your ex now since she lost her memory?" asked Gillies
"Fuck off" I yelled
Gilles was surspried but I didn't care.
"Why should I care do what you want just leave me alone!"
"I thought we were friends!: He runs off crying
I felt bad for hurting him but my love life sucked I hear Zoey.
"Gilles calm down he still your friend how would you feel if Ariel said she loved you time time again she broke your heart"
Zoey knew how I felt because Ariel lied to her
"But that's because she's doing family consueling!!!" yelled Gilles
"Think if you were in his shoes" said Z
"I know, but she's having a hard time with family, and anyways, I don't know how she has emotion when she has no heart in her. Literally, she has no heart. It's like, gone" he said
I sighed I should move on then
" Her dad ate it" he finished
"And thats means"
"Her dad hates her and doesn't want her dating. That's why she's been so mean to Dib"
"Then she shouldn't played with his feelings if she that heartless!"
"Well, she loved him, but then again, her dad didn't want her around him, so...."
"Well still if she truly loved him she remember but no....Know what I' done I hate being the princess you can rule them again I'm out of this hell!"
"You were put in charge of her so you can't leave until her dad comes and get's her."
"I don't care! let Jasper watch her I taking care of Dib!"
I thought thanks Zoe.
"Jasper has ADD. And I'm mentally retarded. I don't think that's a good idea".
"So what she lost her fucking mermory she a five year old she no different then the both of you"
He started to cry
"She lied to me my whole life I not happy with her right now."
He slaped her I heard Zim growl
"It was for a good reason."
"A. GOOD.REASON"
"I'm not helpless"
"I know your not but your acting selfish"
She sighs
"Frist it the hormonrs talking I'm preggers remember and I sick of have to take care of every one"
"YOU COULD AT LEAST ASK US FOR HELP!!!!!"
"Gilles I'm stubborn"
"Too stubborn. And why are you sweating"
She smiles and hugs him "tried thats all"
The devil shows up
"Daddy home" Gilles hugs him
"Hi son where's Ariel?"
Zoe frowns and starts to leave and I was too
Gillies 'pov
My dad saw Dib and picked him and put a collar on him
"Let me go" yelled Dib
"What a odd looking thing" my father said
"Please let my friend go" said Zoe
"Is he a sycthe?" he asked
"No his a vampire and my best friend too please take the collar off of him and let him go" yelled Zoe
My dad take collar off
"You'd make a good slave" he said
"Dadddddd" I yelled
"Well", said my dad. Where's Ariel?"
"She with Jasper" said Zoe
Those two.." said The Devil
Dib growled "I need some air"
Hi yall" said Ariel, skipping.
"What's wrong with her" said The Devil
"She hit her head a lost her mermory" said Zoe
Dib doesn't look at Ariel
The Devil smacked her in the head. "That should do it.
Dib facepalm and Zoe faceplam
"It's happend many times" he said.
"Really and that should just fix it?" asked Zoe
"What happend" she said
"Told you so", he said
Dib looked at her then at the floor and Zoe sighed
'Did you get the stuff" said Ariel
"No" he said
"Come on Dib we aren't wanted here" said Zoe"
I think so" said Dib
They both started to leave.
Zim quickly picked her up a carried her. She kissed him.
"I never leave you or our child. Same with you my friend"
Dib smiled and they left. I knew they weren't coming back for a while that is.
Zoe's pov
As Zim carried me it wasn't the same I didn't feel the3 same as I did with him when I first meant him. He said he wouldn't leave me, but deep down I knew he would.. It hurt to think that way but maybe just maybe things took a wrong turn and need to be changed But the past is in the past you can't change it.
I looked at Rookie he and I were more alike then we should be. Both hurt by the one we loved and lied to, treated badly and more. I wonder now what would have happened if he would tried harder with me.
I smiled at the thought loved, but it wasn't real love it was just I wanted to be loved and he was the first and I picked wrong.
Zim didn't even see my sadness or care. I saw dib looked- worried at me I faked a smile and he smiled back, but I knew he knew something was wrong and it was but I couldn't change want it was and I have to live now. I forgive Zim but my love and trust for him seen to be dying. What was I going to do?
Well you see, there was this guy named Simon Black, and he was collecting purebloods to train to become good fighters. We didn't want you to be captured, so we turned you into a human, and I was taken instead.
"Ariel you knew this? Is that why you brought me over?"she asked
"Yes. That's why"
"You lied to me how can I trust you!"
"I was keeping you safe"
"Simon is tracking me. I can't let you go near him."
"Ariel I'm a fucking Grimm remember I fight monsters! You know I help you what eles are you keeping from me!"
"Nothing else. If you don't want to be safe and get whipped like I do, then go ahead."
"Fucking hell I'm already hearbroke that might easy the pain! and your my sister I help you kill this bastard."
"Simon is immortal. He can never get killed. And anyways, I can help you get back Zim. I never did like Chloe":
"Zim the one who doesn't want me I shouldn't have see this coming, I always get my heart broke"
Don't worry. I'm going through the same thing with Dib. Look, I'll help you. And are you getting fatter? Your stomach is poofy."
*
She blushes "About that...."
"You getting fat, aren't you."
"I'm preggers and about Dib he madly in love with you he thinks you hate him"
"MOTHER OF GOD."
"Yes?"
"Your preggers. Oh god"
"I know" she blushes again
"You shouldn't be fighting. Now take me to Dib."
"Stubborn remember?"
"If you fight you'll die and you can't let your child die"
"Right now Ariel I don't feel like living"
"Don't worry I'll fight for you. Did you tell anyone else":
I was going to tell Zim but....
"I know how to settle this, but first lead me to my Dibbeh-kun."
She giggles
"Fine"
"C'mon let's go."
"Now wheres Dib?"
"Library"
We Run to library
"Ariel Slow down!"
"Why?!?"
"Frist of Preggers second whats the rush!"
"Sorry........
I walked back to Zoey.
"It's fine"
I threw something at libray door"
"Yes" said Dib
I ran up and hugged him
"I love you too" he said
I Kissed him
"I missed you" He said kissing me
I cried" I'm sorry! I was going through a tough time, and......"
"I know"
Zoey walks away
"But Zoey really depressed isn't she?:
"She's preggers"
"WHAT!"
Don't freak out!!!!! Dibby"
"Is that why Zim dump her fucking asshole"
"No it's my freaking cousin Chloe
"What did she do?"
"Zim fell for her!!!!! SHE RUINED MY LIFE!!!"
"But Zim loves Zoey how that happen?"
"Chloe ruins everyone's life..............now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to eat her"
He graphed my wrist
"Ariel don't do that that be to kind"
"Can I at least kill her"
He smiles
"I said eating her was to kind make it as painful as possiable."
"And after that Jasper needs his ADD medicine..................."
"Ok"
He kissed me
"What about Zoey? you know she wants to help"
"She can't. She's preggers. It'll kill her"
He sighs
"I know but when has she ever listened?"
"To me when I............................"
"What?"
"Got mad"
"You didn't get mad sweetie"
"I get VERY mad when people annoy me........."
He kissed me
"Why Zoe is Zoe"
"Well she irritated me.........."
"She knows she has to listen if she likes it or not I stay and watch her but can you kick Zim ass a little for being an ass"
"I can get Gillies" I said with a grins
"Question does he really like her?"
"He went psycho for a little while so.........."
"So no?"
"He got over it"
"Part me wish he hadn't because I really hate Zim for hurt Zoe"
"I know..............but I ate a Irken before, so..."
"What?"
"It was along time ago"
"Ariel do you think he left Zoe because of that?"
"No. It's not that."
"Then what you can tell me I hate Irkens!"
"The tallest annoyed my dad"
"How?"
"They were saying they're stronger and will take over the Immortal empire."
"Dumbass"
"I know, but now I gotta kill Chloe. Come on!"
"Ok but what about Z?"
"She can watch. Unless it get's too disturbing"
"You know perfectly well that she will join"
"I'll keep her away"
"How Zoe is almost as strong as you? You do remember she can't be hurt by other vampire gifts or magic"
"Yes, I do. But she's pregnat. How much can she fight. She can't even run"
"You be surpried but how strong she could get"
"I know. It might be because I bit her and my powers transferd to her. Anyways, I think my Death Scythe will be enough"
"I don't know would you really hurt her?"
"If I had to"
"That thing is pretty big and holds a lot of power"
Dib let go of me
"I can't believe you do that to her after everything she did for you!"
"Dib I'm trying to protect her and it won't hurt it happend to me before because Jasper got mad at me!"
"What about the baby?"
"What about it"
"It could get hurt"
"True............I'll just have to yell at her" I said
"I won't fight even though I want to ring her fucking neck!" Zoey said
Dib Jump
"Where you come from?"
"Space"
"Ok then"
He kissed me
We went to Choles place to kill her.
I walked into the room where I saw Chloe. She was all Ms.Sunshine.
But not for long
I walked up behind her, grabbed her neck, and threw her against the wall.
What was that?!" she yelled at me.
But I didn't wait. I went up and bit her. She fell to the floor with a bloody scream.
Zim's pov
My head felt clear
"What happened?"
I walked out and saw Ariel
Ariel looked at me like she did to her father
"What?"
She pinned me to the wall, and fast
"Let me go!"
"No! You sick bastard!"
"What I do!"
"YOU LEFT ZOEY FOR CHLOE!"
"I would never do that!"
"Uh, you just did!"
"NO Chole did something to me!"
"She erased your memory, didn't she!"
I cried
Ariel let go of me, and hid my face in both of hands
"Well now Zoeys pregnat with your kid!"
"What!"
"Zoey is preggers dude!"
"Is she ok does she hate me how did you know?"
"Oh, she hates you alright"
I frowned
"So I guess she doesn't want to see me"
"Now c'mon, you two need to make up"
"Why I screwed up she be better without me"
"She'll kill herself without you, now come on!"
She pulled me by the arm
"I thought you said she hated me?!"
"Well you two are gonna make up!"
"Why you hate me why help us?"
"Because your like my brother"
"You have a brother?
Two. They're twins. But don't tell anyone!"
"Why Not?"
Because I don't want them to come here! They mess up everything!"
"How?"
"THEY MAKE A MESS! NOW SHUT UP BEFORE ANYONE HEARS YOU!!"
"Why?"
"Just............shut up and come on!"
I came with her and felt no hope in me I meessed up this time.
"There she is, now go talk to her lion!"!
"Ummm hi Zoey"
"Here to break my heart more?"
"No no no no Ariel sent me here and......umm....."
"Oh so you couldn't do it your self"
She was crying
"Zoey.............."
"What! Damn it spit it out!"
"I love you!"
"Really than prove it!!!!!!!!!!"
I got on my knees and cried into her hands
"Do you know how many nights I cried myself to sleep!"
"I'M SORRY! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST EXCEPT MY APOLOGY!!!"
"How can I trust you won't do something like that again!"
"BECAUSE THERES NO ONE ELSE OUT THERE LIKE YOU!"
"Really then why you go to that bitch!"
"SHE PUT ME UNDER A SPELL!"
"She did WHAT!"
"SHE PUT ME UNDER A SPELL"
"Let Me at that Bitch!"
"ARIEL KILLED HER!"
"Damn I should your my mate not hers!"
"Well, Ariel killed her, so........"
"Zim...."
"Yes"
"I....."
"Yes??"
"I love...."
"I love you too"
She cried into my shoulder
"I missed you I thought I never see you again"
"Well you did"
"OW" I heard Ariel scream
"Ariel?"
Who are you people?" said Ariel, standing up
"Ariel it me Zoey"
"I don't know Zoey. I don't know anyone"
"How old are you?"
"F-five?" she laughed
"Fuck she has a bad case of mermory lost"
"Wow, this place is nice. Who built it?"
"Zim are her meromies in there?"
"In where?"
"Her head?"
"I don't think so"
"Hey, who are those people in there? And who's the pretty one with Blonde hair. The really tall one"
"Thats Jasper and he bad news"
"But pretty people are good, right"
"Not always Dib!"
"Who Dib?"
"Someone who loves you very much"
Dib's pov
I saw Ariel
"Ariel" I said
" Huh? I don't know you"
"Ariel it me!" I shouted "
"ummmm" she began
"Whats wrong?" I said worriedly
"Oh yes! Your my scythe! pick me up and holds over head*:
"huh?" I though
"Ariel snap out of it! Ariel" yelled Zoe
" I can use this to hit people!"
"Ariel!"Zoe yelled*
"What?" she asked like a child
"Think long and hard about your pasted!"Zoe ordered:
"I'm gonna go see pretty boy!"
I frowned "Well thats it she never love me!" I said I stated to walk away
Zim graph me "Oh no you don't"
"Let me go Zim!
Zim growled "Fine" he lets go
I ran off
I saw Ariel hug Jasper " HI!!"
"Ariel?"
I started crying
"HI!!!" she said again.
"Hey Dib, can I have your ex now since she lost her memory?" asked Gillies
"Fuck off" I yelled
Gilles was surspried but I didn't care.
"Why should I care do what you want just leave me alone!"
"I thought we were friends!: He runs off crying
I felt bad for hurting him but my love life sucked I hear Zoey.
"Gilles calm down he still your friend how would you feel if Ariel said she loved you time time again she broke your heart"
Zoey knew how I felt because Ariel lied to her
"But that's because she's doing family consueling!!!" yelled Gilles
"Think if you were in his shoes" said Z
"I know, but she's having a hard time with family, and anyways, I don't know how she has emotion when she has no heart in her. Literally, she has no heart. It's like, gone" he said
I sighed I should move on then
" Her dad ate it" he finished
"And thats means"
"Her dad hates her and doesn't want her dating. That's why she's been so mean to Dib"
"Then she shouldn't played with his feelings if she that heartless!"
"Well, she loved him, but then again, her dad didn't want her around him, so...."
"Well still if she truly loved him she remember but no....Know what I' done I hate being the princess you can rule them again I'm out of this hell!"
"You were put in charge of her so you can't leave until her dad comes and get's her."
"I don't care! let Jasper watch her I taking care of Dib!"
I thought thanks Zoe.
"Jasper has ADD. And I'm mentally retarded. I don't think that's a good idea".
"So what she lost her fucking mermory she a five year old she no different then the both of you"
He started to cry
"She lied to me my whole life I not happy with her right now."
He slaped her I heard Zim growl
"It was for a good reason."
"A. GOOD.REASON"
"I'm not helpless"
"I know your not but your acting selfish"
She sighs
"Frist it the hormonrs talking I'm preggers remember and I sick of have to take care of every one"
"YOU COULD AT LEAST ASK US FOR HELP!!!!!"
"Gilles I'm stubborn"
"Too stubborn. And why are you sweating"
She smiles and hugs him "tried thats all"
The devil shows up
"Daddy home" Gilles hugs him
"Hi son where's Ariel?"
Zoe frowns and starts to leave and I was too
Gillies 'pov
My dad saw Dib and picked him and put a collar on him
"Let me go" yelled Dib
"What a odd looking thing" my father said
"Please let my friend go" said Zoe
"Is he a sycthe?" he asked
"No his a vampire and my best friend too please take the collar off of him and let him go" yelled Zoe
My dad take collar off
"You'd make a good slave" he said
"Dadddddd" I yelled
"Well", said my dad. Where's Ariel?"
"She with Jasper" said Zoe
Those two.." said The Devil
Dib growled "I need some air"
Hi yall" said Ariel, skipping.
"What's wrong with her" said The Devil
"She hit her head a lost her mermory" said Zoe
Dib doesn't look at Ariel
The Devil smacked her in the head. "That should do it.
Dib facepalm and Zoe faceplam
"It's happend many times" he said.
"Really and that should just fix it?" asked Zoe
"What happend" she said
"Told you so", he said
Dib looked at her then at the floor and Zoe sighed
'Did you get the stuff" said Ariel
"No" he said
"Come on Dib we aren't wanted here" said Zoe"
I think so" said Dib
They both started to leave.
Zim quickly picked her up a carried her. She kissed him.
"I never leave you or our child. Same with you my friend"
Dib smiled and they left. I knew they weren't coming back for a while that is.
Zoe's pov
As Zim carried me it wasn't the same I didn't feel the3 same as I did with him when I first meant him. He said he wouldn't leave me, but deep down I knew he would.. It hurt to think that way but maybe just maybe things took a wrong turn and need to be changed But the past is in the past you can't change it.
I looked at Rookie he and I were more alike then we should be. Both hurt by the one we loved and lied to, treated badly and more. I wonder now what would have happened if he would tried harder with me.
I smiled at the thought loved, but it wasn't real love it was just I wanted to be loved and he was the first and I picked wrong.
Zim didn't even see my sadness or care. I saw dib looked- worried at me I faked a smile and he smiled back, but I knew he knew something was wrong and it was but I couldn't change want it was and I have to live now. I forgive Zim but my love and trust for him seen to be dying. What was I going to do?
