in the night i feel sick i feel so exhausted i think i got flu or something i take ashow i get to my coach sleepy i hope i would be better in the morning i want to see jacob i really like him
i wake up on the ring the phone was ringing oh damn " hey ' i answer but my voice was lost " hey casy " dad said " are you ok " he ask i didn't use to be taking care of " i am fine just sleepy
" i said try to make my voice louder unsuccessfully,
" is there any thing that i can do " i ask " no don't do anything you look tired just tell bella that the blacks will have dinner with us tonight there is agame ok " dad order " ya its ok " i said i hung up
i look at the clock it was 1:00 pm . this isn't good i told myself i look for bella she isn't at the house whats is wrong with this house no one wake me up if i sleep all day every one gor for his own stuff & leave me sleep on the coach till 1:00 pm great ,,
bella open the door & get in i get up i feel dizzy i fell on the coach " ohhh : i said " are you ok " bella said . edward follow her in " hey casy i wish you get better soon " he said with his beautiful voice " thank you edward " i said " bella dad calls he said that the blacks will be at dinner her for some game " i said " ok i will do it " she said ,i nodded i get upstairs i need a shower i brush my teeth i fix my hair i was in mass i hate to look in the mirror i try to put anything on my red noise i don't want jacob to see me like this ,
i get down to help bella " no its ok i will do " bella said " i will help her you take rest you look really sick " edward said oh no its not that bad " ok " i said i feel from his words he want to be with her alone so i give up i set on the coach i put my head between my knees i close my eyes for sec .....
i try to stop my head from spinning i stay still till the night bella like to be with edward so much she love him alot he loves her too i can see that i hear dads car stop the door open it was jacob he get bily inside then he get out to help dad he was carry alots of things , edward did too " i got it " jacob shoot at him waw that was so bad & rude
i stand to shake billys hand " nice to see you again " i said he smile " you too are you ok " he ask , oh no not you too : ya i an fine " i said i walk to the door wait for jacob to get in & dad jacob smile at me
" what are you doing set down you look tired " he said push me to the coach i feel everything black i fell on the coach i wake on jacobs voice talking but not to me i didn't get what did he say " are you ok " jacob ask me " ya " i said jacob brush my hair i want him to stop dad was here then i saw dr carlisle..The doctor injected my arm " aw i said in dead voice jacob arm on my shoulder now " you gonna be fine " jake said in lovely tune . he kiss my forehead i look at my father he was talking to dr carlisle i dont' even want to hear what they are talking about i look at jacob his eyes were still on me i blushed "hey " he said smiling i open my lips tp say something jacob stop me " take rest this shoot will ake you sleepy " he said i allready feel sleepy i close my eyes i fell asleep so fast
i wake up on the ring the phone was ringing oh damn " hey ' i answer but my voice was lost " hey casy " dad said " are you ok " he ask i didn't use to be taking care of " i am fine just sleepy
" i said try to make my voice louder unsuccessfully,
" is there any thing that i can do " i ask " no don't do anything you look tired just tell bella that the blacks will have dinner with us tonight there is agame ok " dad order " ya its ok " i said i hung up
i look at the clock it was 1:00 pm . this isn't good i told myself i look for bella she isn't at the house whats is wrong with this house no one wake me up if i sleep all day every one gor for his own stuff & leave me sleep on the coach till 1:00 pm great ,,
bella open the door & get in i get up i feel dizzy i fell on the coach " ohhh : i said " are you ok " bella said . edward follow her in " hey casy i wish you get better soon " he said with his beautiful voice " thank you edward " i said " bella dad calls he said that the blacks will be at dinner her for some game " i said " ok i will do it " she said ,i nodded i get upstairs i need a shower i brush my teeth i fix my hair i was in mass i hate to look in the mirror i try to put anything on my red noise i don't want jacob to see me like this ,
i get down to help bella " no its ok i will do " bella said " i will help her you take rest you look really sick " edward said oh no its not that bad " ok " i said i feel from his words he want to be with her alone so i give up i set on the coach i put my head between my knees i close my eyes for sec .....
i try to stop my head from spinning i stay still till the night bella like to be with edward so much she love him alot he loves her too i can see that i hear dads car stop the door open it was jacob he get bily inside then he get out to help dad he was carry alots of things , edward did too " i got it " jacob shoot at him waw that was so bad & rude
i stand to shake billys hand " nice to see you again " i said he smile " you too are you ok " he ask , oh no not you too : ya i an fine " i said i walk to the door wait for jacob to get in & dad jacob smile at me
" what are you doing set down you look tired " he said push me to the coach i feel everything black i fell on the coach i wake on jacobs voice talking but not to me i didn't get what did he say " are you ok " jacob ask me " ya " i said jacob brush my hair i want him to stop dad was here then i saw dr carlisle..The doctor injected my arm " aw i said in dead voice jacob arm on my shoulder now " you gonna be fine " jake said in lovely tune . he kiss my forehead i look at my father he was talking to dr carlisle i dont' even want to hear what they are talking about i look at jacob his eyes were still on me i blushed "hey " he said smiling i open my lips tp say something jacob stop me " take rest this shoot will ake you sleepy " he said i allready feel sleepy i close my eyes i fell asleep so fast
Renessme
i met you yesterday down at lapush beach
but now i see you belong to the blood suking leach
when he left i saw you die inside
now that i see you'r not trying to hide anymore he comes back
what is it that i lack
i see you are engaged
so i had to see if you had feelings left for me i gave you a kiss
and it must have hurt him but now i see you go back to him
and all of them
now i see you get marred and have you'r baby now that i see her
she makes me feel the way you did i can be happy like i used to be with my renessme
why did she have to marry that bloodsucker that leech?! edward cullen doesnt deserve someone like bella swan! i DO!i wonder what would our lives have been if she had chosen me. we would live very happy hhhmmm.charlie wouldve been happy,we are practically family, i just dont know what she sees in that bloodsucker. every night i howl at the moon moaning over how much i love bella.if she had chosen me i wouldnt need her to transform so she could stay with me.i would age with her.we wouldnt need a new beginning. but on the opposite ofthe black side the bright side is i have renesmee. shes so gorgeous,shes everything id ever want.i only want bella to be happy, i really do, so i guess she stays with the bloodsuaker and me with renesmee.