Chap 21
Part 1: Under the black mask.
Bella's POV:
I was sitting on the coach and crying on Niall's shoulders then. All the band and Mihrap couldn't say anything. They were all muted as fish. I sobbed:
"Why? Why? Why? Why do I never get a real friend? Why is this life so rude with all these things? Jealousy, betrayal, lie?"
Liam said:
"Bella, i will be fine. You still have us. We are your friends.”
Louis was so angry.:
"Fuck? I will go to kill her."
Zayn looked at me sadly:
"It's because of me. I am the reason for everything she's done. I'm sorry, Bella."
I even cried louder:
"No, it's me. It's me. It's me."
* * *
Bella's POV :
1 hour ago
I was reading the book called "Gone with the wild" while I was waiting for the result from the police. I sweared that if I could find the person that recorded the video, I would kill him or her without a doubt. I felt so resposible for this scandal. While the band was in trouble, I couldn't do anything but sit here and read books. That was totally crazy. I knew that scandal would affect One Direction badly. I knew the way other members in the band look at me. I also knew that I deserved all the hate their fans had for me. But I just couldn't give up on Niall. He made me come alive again and I appreciated that I couldn't give up. I couldn't give up our love. We had overcome a lot of troubles together and I loved him. Above all, my love for him was the most important thing that made me try. I had to prove that I deserved Niall and I deserved the happiness. I wished we could overcome that problem soon. When I was deeply of thoughts, I heard someone knocking the door.
"Come on in" I said, still poking my nose into the book.
It was Mihrap that shyly opened the door with a sad serious face. I could feel that something very bad was happening.
I asked worriedly:
"Vas happening? You look awful."
Mihrap was out of words:
"Ah..Uhm...Ah... Bella, you have to calm down when I tell you that."
I bit my bottom lips and said:
"Okey, tell me. I'll be fine."
Mihrap unwillingly gave me a piece of paper, saying:
"Here is the result from the police..."
I opened the paper and I couldn't believe in what I saw. I was out of words. I didn't know how to feel: hate, sadness or surprise. The result it was... Vicky Marie Graham - my old best friend.
"Oh my God, how can it be like that? Why do I have to face with all of these suck things? My life is... suck. Everyone could be evil to me but why her? Why was the one I used to trust most? Why was my bestfriend who I has known for my whole life?" I thought, crying my eyes out.
Mihrap gently stroked my arms and hugged me:
"Bella, please don't cry. It isn't worthy. You are the best girl I've known. It's just because of their jealousy."
I couldn't stop my tears from rolling on my face. I sobbed:
"But...but...but....she is the one I believed most. She used to be my only bestfriend. I share with her everything. And I have known her for over 8 years. Why, Mihrap? Please tell me why all people have to hate me ? Mihrap, am I so hateable? You hate me too, right?"
She shook her head:
"No, no way, Bella"
I said thoughtlessly:
"I kissed Zayn, I hugged him, he touched me, how can't you hate me?"
She said sadly:
"I'm not that kind of girls, Bella. I know Zayn loves you. I do love him. But it doesn't mean I have to hate you just because he loves you, because I'm your friend. You know, friends...
When I heard Mihrap say all these things, I knew that I lost a fake friend but I found a new real angelical one. I hugged Mihrap tightly and burst into tears.
* * *
Zayn's POV:
Niall was sitting next to me confusedly. Finding that he was too ashamed to say anything, I said:
“Niall, how will we solve this problem?”
He just shook his head tiredly, grumbling:
“I don’t know.”
I admitted:
“Actually, Niall, I think it’s time we should have a talk”
He looked up at me:
“I have nothing to say!”
I lifted my eye-brows and raised my voice:
“Really? You do? I don’t think so, Niall.”
He got a bit angry:
“What? I’m very confused now. I don’t want to argue with you Zayn.”
When Niall was about to walk away, I held his arm back, saying under my breath:
“I’m really sorry, Niall.”
Niall turned back and stared at me for a while. Then suddenly… he hugged me and said:
“Bro, you are my best friend. We shouldn’t have fought over a girl like that. We are family. I must be the one to say sorry. I was too selfish to you.”
Oh, Nialler! He was always my little brother.
“Yeah,Niall, you’re right. We are a band. Bella has her own choice and I respect that.”
Niall gave me his usual beautiful smile. Realizing that we still had problem to solve, I asked Niall:
“What will we do now with that bitchy Vicky?”
He shouted:
“You know, I just wanna kill her.”
“Okey, okey, I know. Me, too. But we have to change this. I don’t want to see Bella cry anymore. She deserves the best thing in this world. It was me that made Vicky become evil like that. So only I can solve it. I will go to talk to her.”
Niall agreed:
“Yeah, I think it’s a good idea. I wanna go with you too.”
I asked:
“Are you sure?”
Niall nodded without a doubt. Looking at his dark blue eyes, I knew that all these troubles even made us become closer.
Part 1: Under the black mask.
Bella's POV:
I was sitting on the coach and crying on Niall's shoulders then. All the band and Mihrap couldn't say anything. They were all muted as fish. I sobbed:
"Why? Why? Why? Why do I never get a real friend? Why is this life so rude with all these things? Jealousy, betrayal, lie?"
Liam said:
"Bella, i will be fine. You still have us. We are your friends.”
Louis was so angry.:
"Fuck? I will go to kill her."
Zayn looked at me sadly:
"It's because of me. I am the reason for everything she's done. I'm sorry, Bella."
I even cried louder:
"No, it's me. It's me. It's me."
* * *
Bella's POV :
1 hour ago
I was reading the book called "Gone with the wild" while I was waiting for the result from the police. I sweared that if I could find the person that recorded the video, I would kill him or her without a doubt. I felt so resposible for this scandal. While the band was in trouble, I couldn't do anything but sit here and read books. That was totally crazy. I knew that scandal would affect One Direction badly. I knew the way other members in the band look at me. I also knew that I deserved all the hate their fans had for me. But I just couldn't give up on Niall. He made me come alive again and I appreciated that I couldn't give up. I couldn't give up our love. We had overcome a lot of troubles together and I loved him. Above all, my love for him was the most important thing that made me try. I had to prove that I deserved Niall and I deserved the happiness. I wished we could overcome that problem soon. When I was deeply of thoughts, I heard someone knocking the door.
"Come on in" I said, still poking my nose into the book.
It was Mihrap that shyly opened the door with a sad serious face. I could feel that something very bad was happening.
I asked worriedly:
"Vas happening? You look awful."
Mihrap was out of words:
"Ah..Uhm...Ah... Bella, you have to calm down when I tell you that."
I bit my bottom lips and said:
"Okey, tell me. I'll be fine."
Mihrap unwillingly gave me a piece of paper, saying:
"Here is the result from the police..."
I opened the paper and I couldn't believe in what I saw. I was out of words. I didn't know how to feel: hate, sadness or surprise. The result it was... Vicky Marie Graham - my old best friend.
"Oh my God, how can it be like that? Why do I have to face with all of these suck things? My life is... suck. Everyone could be evil to me but why her? Why was the one I used to trust most? Why was my bestfriend who I has known for my whole life?" I thought, crying my eyes out.
Mihrap gently stroked my arms and hugged me:
"Bella, please don't cry. It isn't worthy. You are the best girl I've known. It's just because of their jealousy."
I couldn't stop my tears from rolling on my face. I sobbed:
"But...but...but....she is the one I believed most. She used to be my only bestfriend. I share with her everything. And I have known her for over 8 years. Why, Mihrap? Please tell me why all people have to hate me ? Mihrap, am I so hateable? You hate me too, right?"
She shook her head:
"No, no way, Bella"
I said thoughtlessly:
"I kissed Zayn, I hugged him, he touched me, how can't you hate me?"
She said sadly:
"I'm not that kind of girls, Bella. I know Zayn loves you. I do love him. But it doesn't mean I have to hate you just because he loves you, because I'm your friend. You know, friends...
When I heard Mihrap say all these things, I knew that I lost a fake friend but I found a new real angelical one. I hugged Mihrap tightly and burst into tears.
* * *
Zayn's POV:
Niall was sitting next to me confusedly. Finding that he was too ashamed to say anything, I said:
“Niall, how will we solve this problem?”
He just shook his head tiredly, grumbling:
“I don’t know.”
I admitted:
“Actually, Niall, I think it’s time we should have a talk”
He looked up at me:
“I have nothing to say!”
I lifted my eye-brows and raised my voice:
“Really? You do? I don’t think so, Niall.”
He got a bit angry:
“What? I’m very confused now. I don’t want to argue with you Zayn.”
When Niall was about to walk away, I held his arm back, saying under my breath:
“I’m really sorry, Niall.”
Niall turned back and stared at me for a while. Then suddenly… he hugged me and said:
“Bro, you are my best friend. We shouldn’t have fought over a girl like that. We are family. I must be the one to say sorry. I was too selfish to you.”
Oh, Nialler! He was always my little brother.
“Yeah,Niall, you’re right. We are a band. Bella has her own choice and I respect that.”
Niall gave me his usual beautiful smile. Realizing that we still had problem to solve, I asked Niall:
“What will we do now with that bitchy Vicky?”
He shouted:
“You know, I just wanna kill her.”
“Okey, okey, I know. Me, too. But we have to change this. I don’t want to see Bella cry anymore. She deserves the best thing in this world. It was me that made Vicky become evil like that. So only I can solve it. I will go to talk to her.”
Niall agreed:
“Yeah, I think it’s a good idea. I wanna go with you too.”
I asked:
“Are you sure?”
Niall nodded without a doubt. Looking at his dark blue eyes, I knew that all these troubles even made us become closer.
one direction all you need is love
Love, Love, Love.
Love, Love, Love.
Love, Love, Love.
There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.
Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.
Chorus:
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
Chorus
nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy.
Chorus
all you need is love (All together, now!)
All you need is love (Everybody!)
All you need is love, love.
Love, Love, Love.
Love, Love, Love.
Love, Love, Love.
There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It's easy.
Nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It's easy.
Chorus:
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
Chorus
nothing you can know that isn't known.
Nothing you can see that isn't shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
It's easy.
Chorus
all you need is love (All together, now!)
All you need is love (Everybody!)
All you need is love, love.
one direction my life would suck without you
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
[CHORUS]
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you. X2
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
[CHORUS]
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you. X2
The guys from 1D are probably going to take a break from music for two years instead of just one!!
The guys will be doing their own solo project and not see each other for a while.
But on the bright side they'll be back once their break is over.Anyways about the two year break,the guys won't make any new songs or albums.So instead they'll just do what they have to do.
It's a shame.Before the news said that they'll only have one year for their break,but now 2!!!!
Please comment about what you think about this.
The guys will be doing their own solo project and not see each other for a while.
But on the bright side they'll be back once their break is over.Anyways about the two year break,the guys won't make any new songs or albums.So instead they'll just do what they have to do.
It's a shame.Before the news said that they'll only have one year for their break,but now 2!!!!
Please comment about what you think about this.
Louis, the sass-master has woken up once again with his reaction to a fan-made video that Naughty Boy retweeted on his twitter account.
The video has a robotic voice singing "Naughty Boy saved my life.. Zaughty will rise", Zaughty being (as you might have guessed) a combination Zayn and Naughty.
This is the tweet from Louis Tomlinson:
"Wow @NaughtyBoyMusic you're so inconsiderate pal , seriously how fucking old are you ? Grow up ! #masterofallwisdom"
followed by some reactions from Naughty Boy. One D fans went wild with their support for Louis and how he has stood up for them.
You can check out this hashtag on twitter #masterofwisdom which is currently trending worldwide right now.
The video has a robotic voice singing "Naughty Boy saved my life.. Zaughty will rise", Zaughty being (as you might have guessed) a combination Zayn and Naughty.
This is the tweet from Louis Tomlinson:
"Wow @NaughtyBoyMusic you're so inconsiderate pal , seriously how fucking old are you ? Grow up ! #masterofallwisdom"
followed by some reactions from Naughty Boy. One D fans went wild with their support for Louis and how he has stood up for them.
You can check out this hashtag on twitter #masterofwisdom which is currently trending worldwide right now.
you woke up on your favorite day because you were going to a One directionconcert. before you left you dresses in your cutest outfit you could find. then you went out. you saw the line was so long you found another route but it was locked so you tried to open it. then BAM. YOUR POV:
ouch. zayn: oh im sorry what is your name ? I am Y/N. hi . Zayn: do you want to come inside. Y/N ;Of course .uh can you sign this for me. Author s POV:
Zayn said alright. so zayn brought you in the hallway full of doors. then zayn led you into a room with all the boys in it.
ouch. zayn: oh im sorry what is your name ? I am Y/N. hi . Zayn: do you want to come inside. Y/N ;Of course .uh can you sign this for me. Author s POV:
Zayn said alright. so zayn brought you in the hallway full of doors. then zayn led you into a room with all the boys in it.