Of my hope , as the dark cloud rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
for the sins that are carved
deep in the consciousness.
The walls will bleed again.
Broken glass in the yard,
broken family for a long time.
The war is coming,
anger is rising,
thoughts that were silenced
by the peace
will scream again.
The walls will bleed again.
That smell in the air
are these sins of past,
never washed,
never forgotten.
The walls will bleed again.
Sky will be opened,
red and dim,
for the tears that burn
and torture your soul,
for the things
that could never be
forgotten,
the things that hurt.
The walls will bleed again.
My Fire Fairy w/ a Piece of Broken heart. Drew this about 2 years ago
The heartbreak
The tears
The fears
Why did you have to leave?
Why?
As I ask, wiping tears onto my sleeve.
The pain that this puts me to
I feel like I'm aging
But I'm still youthful and lively
Yet I feel old and dead
The stress
Everyone stopping by to see us
I stay in my room crying into a cloth
While showing early signs of sloth.
Death is waiting
Death is coming
My throat feels closed and blocked
My eyes burn and itch
As I feel like a doll missing a stitch
Please don't leave
Please don't go
You are so important to me
Like the main actor to a show
I can't let you go
As you descend to a better place
I keep you in my memories and heart just in case
I need to let you go
But my heart still breaks
As the part of me is breaking me
I always knew you were a part of me
My completion
My love
My friend
Goodbye
I will see you soon in the end.
Criss Angel w/ Wings pic. Drew this a couple of months ago.
Mother Nature
Loving
Cruel
Yet is neither black or white.
Is life just good?
Is it just evil?
No
It is both
Nature is both.
It gives us growth
Beauty
Grace
A Sanctuary to escape
Yet
It can be dull
Lifeless
Painful
Destructive
Anything.
We as humans
Are also like this
Fire is the same.
It keeps us warm
Yet can burn down an entire forest.
Should we hate this?
Should we love this?
Maybe, maybe not
But at least appreciate this
Because nature gives us youth and beauty
But can take it away so quickly
So take one step at a time
Very carefully
Enjoy each living moment of what time is left.
Loving
Cruel
Yet is neither black or white.
Is life just good?
Is it just evil?
No
It is both
Nature is both.
It gives us growth
Beauty
Grace
A Sanctuary to escape
Yet
It can be dull
Lifeless
Painful
Destructive
Anything.
We as humans
Are also like this
Fire is the same.
It keeps us warm
Yet can burn down an entire forest.
Should we hate this?
Should we love this?
Maybe, maybe not
But at least appreciate this
Because nature gives us youth and beauty
But can take it away so quickly
So take one step at a time
Very carefully
Enjoy each living moment of what time is left.
So I Can Hide my Tears..
Don't let me Fall,Wind
Take me higher,,and Higher..
I don't wanna Fall
I don't wanna touch the Ground
As I walk n everything's Ok
But then I saw U
i've been missing u more,,,and more
Miss ur warmth,,
hugs me inside,,
But u don't
just a glance with 'hello,,,?'
what's wrong?
Did I doing wrong?
it is not just like u pushed me down,,,
ur ignorance crashed me,,,
How can I be this weakness?
how can U make me speechless
So dare you be my weakness...
give me back my blooms,,,
laid me back to the high..
give my only desires...
just a smile can take a high..
just an ignore crashed me off
Forget me not ..
I can't face it,,
stay with me...
I’m sorry for what I did,
I’m sorry for what I have done,
I’m sorry for everything,
I’m sorry I was born,
I’m sorry I exist,
I’m sorry I ever wanted to even try,
I’m sorry that I do what I do,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
Please just forgive me.
I never wanted to be this,
I never wanted to even be me,
I just cant be here anymore,
I dont want this to be,
I didnt want this to happen,
but i cant stand this!
I am so sorry
I'm sorry for not being good enough,
I'm sorry for my mistakes,
I'm sorry for hurting you,
I'm sorry I'm alive,
I'm sorry for everything.
I’m sorry for what I have done,
I’m sorry for everything,
I’m sorry I was born,
I’m sorry I exist,
I’m sorry I ever wanted to even try,
I’m sorry that I do what I do,
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry,
Please just forgive me.
I never wanted to be this,
I never wanted to even be me,
I just cant be here anymore,
I dont want this to be,
I didnt want this to happen,
but i cant stand this!
I am so sorry
I'm sorry for not being good enough,
I'm sorry for my mistakes,
I'm sorry for hurting you,
I'm sorry I'm alive,
I'm sorry for everything.
I listen to the trickle of blood,
I listen but don’t feel,
I listen to my cry,
I listen to my screams,
I listen to the slams,
I listen to the blows.
I listen to my heart as it slows,
I listen to the door slam,
I listen to the sirens,
I listen to the beeps,
I listen to the sigh,
I listen to my heart pick up,
I listen to find that this will never end.
I listen to the cry of my voice,
I see the mans face,
I taste the blood,
I sense that there is someone,
Someone I don’t know,
That someone tried to stop this,
That someone had failed.
I listen to my friends cry,
I listen for the final scream,
I open my eyes to see,
That someone was next to me.
That someone had come for me,
That someone came to save me,
That some one I will always love,
That someone is,
You.
I listen but don’t feel,
I listen to my cry,
I listen to my screams,
I listen to the slams,
I listen to the blows.
I listen to my heart as it slows,
I listen to the door slam,
I listen to the sirens,
I listen to the beeps,
I listen to the sigh,
I listen to my heart pick up,
I listen to find that this will never end.
I listen to the cry of my voice,
I see the mans face,
I taste the blood,
I sense that there is someone,
Someone I don’t know,
That someone tried to stop this,
That someone had failed.
I listen to my friends cry,
I listen for the final scream,
I open my eyes to see,
That someone was next to me.
That someone had come for me,
That someone came to save me,
That some one I will always love,
That someone is,
You.
We shall have beds full of subtle perfumes,
Divans as deep as graves, and on the shelves
Will be strange flowers that blossomed for us
Under more beautiful heavens.
Using their dying flames emulously,
Our two hearts will be two immense torches
Which will reflect their double light
In our two souls, those twin mirrors.
Some evening made of rose and of mystical blue
A single flash will pass between us
Like a long sob, charged with farewells;
And later an Angel, setting the doors ajar,
Faithful and joyous, will come to revive
The tarnished mirrors, the extinguished flames.
I'm in a living hell
Seeing you in love with someone
else
And I know
I have to let you go
Even if you aren't time
It's my time......
My time to let you go
To stop loving you
more then it should be
Falling more in love with you
Then I thought I would have
Because every second
Every min
Every hour
Every day
Every week
Every month
Every year
I fall more in love with you
No stop, we've been through this before
Be strong and move on
Yeah.... I guess I have to.....
{If its love he'll come back to you
I have to deal with it..
Seeing you in love with someone
else
And I know
I have to let you go
Even if you aren't time
It's my time......
My time to let you go
To stop loving you
more then it should be
Falling more in love with you
Then I thought I would have
Because every second
Every min
Every hour
Every day
Every week
Every month
Every year
I fall more in love with you
No stop, we've been through this before
Be strong and move on
Yeah.... I guess I have to.....
{If its love he'll come back to you
I have to deal with it..
Crying,
Blackmailing.
This won't work
On me, anyway.
I don't
Respond
To the things
That other teenagers
Would.
I am not
Scared of you,
You know.
I have a soul,
A voice,
A heart, and
I can fight you back.
I don't care if I
Am small, I am
Much older
Than you
Why tease
Little kids? Do you
Like being
Cruel,
Halfhearted
Coldhearted?
You are insensitive,
You only care
About you,
Yourself,
and who?
Life is
Hard enough,
Without you
Poking your nose in,
Uprooting old things
I said.
Get lost.
I won't care.
Move to South Africa.
It won't
Bother me.
Change your name,
Even better.
I will always remember you as
The monster under my
Bed,
The horror waiting for me
On the bus.
Thanks, dude.
Made my life that much harder.
As if I needed trouble now.
Blackmailing.
This won't work
On me, anyway.
I don't
Respond
To the things
That other teenagers
Would.
I am not
Scared of you,
You know.
I have a soul,
A voice,
A heart, and
I can fight you back.
I don't care if I
Am small, I am
Much older
Than you
Why tease
Little kids? Do you
Like being
Cruel,
Halfhearted
Coldhearted?
You are insensitive,
You only care
About you,
Yourself,
and who?
Life is
Hard enough,
Without you
Poking your nose in,
Uprooting old things
I said.
Get lost.
I won't care.
Move to South Africa.
It won't
Bother me.
Change your name,
Even better.
I will always remember you as
The monster under my
Bed,
The horror waiting for me
On the bus.
Thanks, dude.
Made my life that much harder.
As if I needed trouble now.
Everyone sees a certain special light in them.
I don't.
Sometimes I wonder if there
is something wrong with me.
People tell me to stop feeling down.
They worry I send a negative vibe
instead of a positive one.
I can't help it.
I am what I am...
People ask if I'm ok.
They think just because I feel
down there's something wrong.
Others just judge saying
I'm always like that.
No one knows the real me.
On the outside I show my emotion
on the inside: Darkness.
Sometimes my soul feels
like it's slowly dieing, on the brink of death.
The thing about me is,
I won't pretend everything is ok when
I know it's not.
Life will knock people down.
I'm the prepared type.
Sure, I might seem the
type to draw dark
things while other girls are into
girly hearts and bright colours.
This is who I am.
I see darkness.. While others see light..
I don't.
Sometimes I wonder if there
is something wrong with me.
People tell me to stop feeling down.
They worry I send a negative vibe
instead of a positive one.
I can't help it.
I am what I am...
People ask if I'm ok.
They think just because I feel
down there's something wrong.
Others just judge saying
I'm always like that.
No one knows the real me.
On the outside I show my emotion
on the inside: Darkness.
Sometimes my soul feels
like it's slowly dieing, on the brink of death.
The thing about me is,
I won't pretend everything is ok when
I know it's not.
Life will knock people down.
I'm the prepared type.
Sure, I might seem the
type to draw dark
things while other girls are into
girly hearts and bright colours.
This is who I am.
I see darkness.. While others see light..
