eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My heart strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I search for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry or
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did You know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the love
That warms your heart inside
and makes you pride!!!!

Look through the window
and tell me what you see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.

Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.

Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?

Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!

It's you trapped within,
your mind gives you nothing
but more anxiety.
Peace is the place
you seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.

Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one more time,
or you're the one
who should find peace
within?

When everything is black
in your heart,
you beg the darkness
to leave you be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.

ok just want you to know that I just started writing poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know you will never love me the was I love you
but how can i survive without my color blue?



What makes Christmas bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
or answering why love is so heart breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?

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Hope you liked them!

for those of you that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<

a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.

but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.

yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with love and many marvelous things

what every human being desires.
a love at home to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore

with a happily ever after straight from lore....

i usually write articles on all my clubs so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe or Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of articles about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical you want wrote just comment and ask me to.


His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.

my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills

romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet

I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I love him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what you did,
You took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the angel of death takes me?

Is there a heaven or hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in search for peace or will I return to this world to haunt or live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over you
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what you see,
what you feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who you really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
or not.
You know who you are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
you yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who you are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
or not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our love

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our love

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug you but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our love

I think about you at night
You give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our love

I long to hear your voice
To see you face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our love

pain sadness love happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our love

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our love

You and me
This is our love

All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if you are going insane.

Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
You no longer crave wealth.

Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
You no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.

Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what you are going through.
You begin to take your pain out on others.
You forget those who you once knew as sisters and brothers.

You are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
You don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now you are too far in.
you'll never remember those you love again.

Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My heart is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging by a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring you back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and singing with joy...birds of all colors fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every wolf howls and if you listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...

your my sunshine
on a foggy day
the only thing that lights my way
the happiness inside my head
when the day is bad
and I wish i'm dead
your the diamonds i always wish for
the love of my life
and so much more
the funnest person I ever knew
when i am alone
I dream of you
you are my bree
you are my happiness
you are all I see
you keep me alive
you keep me going
you are my drive
your a song i always sing
the beat that keeps me dancing
what makes my ears ring
you are my best friend i do not know
you are my motavation
will I ever give you up!No!
you are that thing I see
when the room is dark
and its only me
you are my life
the thing i love
I wish you were my wife
I love you so much bree
so dahling
will you marry me