[i] "im not able to do this,"i thought in my head. he was staring right at me. "well,say something!"i thought. then,i spoke,spoke those dreaded words ive been dreading since TDI. "duncan,do you want to go out?"an awkward silence,whats he gonna say?will i ever know?
So restless,i couldnt sleep,no,no i couldnt. if i sleep now,i could never sleep again.itll be too late if i dont go now.it will be.i just knew.someone could go at any moment.Courtney might want him back.Gwen might have the guts. or the worst, [i] HEATHER WOULD ASK HIM!
i knew i had to now.i got up,put on my clothes,and made my way for the TDI set.
"i hope no bears will come out and eat me,"i said.i had the note in my hand,ready to give it to him.Or at least,leave it at his door. i knocked, left it,and left. the note said,[i] Meet me at the chris ceremony stage.
from,
a secret admirer.
when i thought of the letter,as i sat in the stadium,i thought,"stupid. why did i say from a secret admirer?"
Then,i saw him. "oh,no"i tohught,i was gonna turn around and hide. but,i knew if i did,id kick myself in the back.i stayed,thinking of what to say,nothing.I knew that,this was gonna be strange.
So restless,i couldnt sleep,no,no i couldnt. if i sleep now,i could never sleep again.itll be too late if i dont go now.it will be.i just knew.someone could go at any moment.Courtney might want him back.Gwen might have the guts. or the worst, [i] HEATHER WOULD ASK HIM!
i knew i had to now.i got up,put on my clothes,and made my way for the TDI set.
"i hope no bears will come out and eat me,"i said.i had the note in my hand,ready to give it to him.Or at least,leave it at his door. i knocked, left it,and left. the note said,[i] Meet me at the chris ceremony stage.
from,
a secret admirer.
when i thought of the letter,as i sat in the stadium,i thought,"stupid. why did i say from a secret admirer?"
Then,i saw him. "oh,no"i tohught,i was gonna turn around and hide. but,i knew if i did,id kick myself in the back.i stayed,thinking of what to say,nothing.I knew that,this was gonna be strange.
Vannessa fought back the tears,
although her anguish showed as clear as day
on her eyes. Ryan smiled sheepishly, obviosly happy that he had made the Vannessa cry.He slammed the door hard.Vannessa backed away slowly,turned around,and broke into a run."Faster Faster!" she commanded herself,while fighting back a waterfall of tears."I have to get away!" Vannessa murmured under her breath.When she reached her house,she plopped down on her bed and let all her tears out."It will be alright tommorrow." she desperately tried to comfort herself.Then the terriying truth hit her, "It's not over yet." she wispered and broke out cying again.She knew there was no hope...
although her anguish showed as clear as day
on her eyes. Ryan smiled sheepishly, obviosly happy that he had made the Vannessa cry.He slammed the door hard.Vannessa backed away slowly,turned around,and broke into a run."Faster Faster!" she commanded herself,while fighting back a waterfall of tears."I have to get away!" Vannessa murmured under her breath.When she reached her house,she plopped down on her bed and let all her tears out."It will be alright tommorrow." she desperately tried to comfort herself.Then the terriying truth hit her, "It's not over yet." she wispered and broke out cying again.She knew there was no hope...