When the selfishness,
Has you in its grasp
And you cannot break free
Nor admit to it
You must stay silent
When you want someone
To be yours
Yet they are anothers
Does it make you selfish
To want the one they have?
When you want the one
Someone has
You are selfish
For that is theres
Not yours
Find your own
Although the one
You want
Makes you happy
When the rest cannot
The one you want
May do the same for others
Nevertheless, you want him
For yourself
However, it will not happen
You want the rest
To remain happy
Even when your heart
Cracks every time you see him
For he is with another
And she is expectant
Of your selfishness
Therefore, you stay away
And die slowly
Needing him more
And more
You stay away
And leave him alone
So you do not feel
Your feelings
Although it’s wrong
To leave him confused
You do not want to take anything
Away from another
So although you’re selfish
In your mind
Possibly others
He will never understand
Why you keep your
Distance now
Stay unselfish
Maybe one day
You will get your chance
Thinking this will make you
Selfish
Has you in its grasp
And you cannot break free
Nor admit to it
You must stay silent
When you want someone
To be yours
Yet they are anothers
Does it make you selfish
To want the one they have?
When you want the one
Someone has
You are selfish
For that is theres
Not yours
Find your own
Although the one
You want
Makes you happy
When the rest cannot
The one you want
May do the same for others
Nevertheless, you want him
For yourself
However, it will not happen
You want the rest
To remain happy
Even when your heart
Cracks every time you see him
For he is with another
And she is expectant
Of your selfishness
Therefore, you stay away
And die slowly
Needing him more
And more
You stay away
And leave him alone
So you do not feel
Your feelings
Although it’s wrong
To leave him confused
You do not want to take anything
Away from another
So although you’re selfish
In your mind
Possibly others
He will never understand
Why you keep your
Distance now
Stay unselfish
Maybe one day
You will get your chance
Thinking this will make you
Selfish
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments ago someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments ago someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need more and more and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me or to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need more and more and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me or to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain