(This is a popular online novel I had been posting on my facebook account, enjoy! ^_^)
~Chapter 1: How To Save A Life~
Dawn was a beautiful young woman who recently caught her boyfriend cheating on her with another woman, Dawn wrote a suicide note to give to her friends Jessica, Kristina, Alison and Madison, Dawn puts on her black dress and takes a razor blade with her, Dawn walks on her apartment housing roof that is 20 feet below, she sits there watching her boyfriend have sex with another woman, Dawn's dark eyes begins to pour out tears as her heart begins to break she steps on the edge of the roof and jumps but when she did a large white colored werewolf caught her by the arm and pulled her up back onto the roof and disappeared, Dawn became confused of what had happened, the next night Dawn breaks up with her boyfriend and went to a dance club with Jessica, Kristina and Alison and Madison, dancing with the girls Dawn felt fresh after she broke up with her boyfriend then Dawn turns to her friends "I'm going to the bathroom okay guys?" she said "Be careful" Jessica said as Dawn begins walking to the bathroom but a older man in his 50s, drunk out of his mind tried to touch Dawn's body but she keeps pushing him off but he tries to kiss her "Hey buddy get lost!" she shouted and tried to walk away "You ain't going no where baby" the man says and tried to touch her breast until a white haired and light blue eyed man walks up "Hey if she said get lost, get lost" the man said and punched the older man, knocking him out "You're alright?" he asks "Yeah I'm okay, thanks" she tells him, the man seemed to be shocked to Dawn's amazing beauty but he seems to know there's more than what's on Dawn's mind "What's wrong? if you don't mind telling me" he asked her with a innocent babydoll face "Well my boyfriend cheated on me and...I don't know what to do anymore....we dated for 3 years but he always called me a whore and everything" Dawn tells the man "Well he doesn't see you're nice and very pretty" he tells her until he sees the full moon "I gotta get out of here" he tells Dawn and was about to walk away "Wait, what's your name?" Dawn asked him feeling drawn to him "Keith...Keith Irving" he told her "I'm Dawn...Dawn Stewart" she told him, Jessica and Madison ran up to Dawn "Hey what the hell happened?" Madison asked Dawn looked at Madison's deep brown eyes "This old dude wanted in my pants until this guy saved me" Dawn told Madison smiling at day while visiting Dawn Madison and Dawn began talking about what happend the night before "So was the guy cute?" Madison asked laughing "Well he is just something about him is like interesting and I felt like I wanted him so bad you know?" Dawn said "Well Dawn since you left Paul's sorry ass, you deserved alot better than him" Madison explained "I guess you're right" Dawn says until Dawn looked out her window and sees a ghostly figure of her grandmother but disappeared.
~End of chapter 1~
~Chapter 1: How To Save A Life~
Dawn was a beautiful young woman who recently caught her boyfriend cheating on her with another woman, Dawn wrote a suicide note to give to her friends Jessica, Kristina, Alison and Madison, Dawn puts on her black dress and takes a razor blade with her, Dawn walks on her apartment housing roof that is 20 feet below, she sits there watching her boyfriend have sex with another woman, Dawn's dark eyes begins to pour out tears as her heart begins to break she steps on the edge of the roof and jumps but when she did a large white colored werewolf caught her by the arm and pulled her up back onto the roof and disappeared, Dawn became confused of what had happened, the next night Dawn breaks up with her boyfriend and went to a dance club with Jessica, Kristina and Alison and Madison, dancing with the girls Dawn felt fresh after she broke up with her boyfriend then Dawn turns to her friends "I'm going to the bathroom okay guys?" she said "Be careful" Jessica said as Dawn begins walking to the bathroom but a older man in his 50s, drunk out of his mind tried to touch Dawn's body but she keeps pushing him off but he tries to kiss her "Hey buddy get lost!" she shouted and tried to walk away "You ain't going no where baby" the man says and tried to touch her breast until a white haired and light blue eyed man walks up "Hey if she said get lost, get lost" the man said and punched the older man, knocking him out "You're alright?" he asks "Yeah I'm okay, thanks" she tells him, the man seemed to be shocked to Dawn's amazing beauty but he seems to know there's more than what's on Dawn's mind "What's wrong? if you don't mind telling me" he asked her with a innocent babydoll face "Well my boyfriend cheated on me and...I don't know what to do anymore....we dated for 3 years but he always called me a whore and everything" Dawn tells the man "Well he doesn't see you're nice and very pretty" he tells her until he sees the full moon "I gotta get out of here" he tells Dawn and was about to walk away "Wait, what's your name?" Dawn asked him feeling drawn to him "Keith...Keith Irving" he told her "I'm Dawn...Dawn Stewart" she told him, Jessica and Madison ran up to Dawn "Hey what the hell happened?" Madison asked Dawn looked at Madison's deep brown eyes "This old dude wanted in my pants until this guy saved me" Dawn told Madison smiling at day while visiting Dawn Madison and Dawn began talking about what happend the night before "So was the guy cute?" Madison asked laughing "Well he is just something about him is like interesting and I felt like I wanted him so bad you know?" Dawn said "Well Dawn since you left Paul's sorry ass, you deserved alot better than him" Madison explained "I guess you're right" Dawn says until Dawn looked out her window and sees a ghostly figure of her grandmother but disappeared.
~End of chapter 1~
All this pain just inside...I cannot let it go.... It hurts so bad...Seeing the one you love in the arms of another.... Each night I cry myself to sleep,just hopeing the next day will be even beter...But these words always run through my mind..."You're going to die alone".. It repetes and repetes...Pain ... Oh how it hurts so... But what makes it worse...That someone that's with the one my love ...is my rival....Time has stopped to you as your tears run down slowly on my cheek.... I've lost almost everyone in my life... It's even scary just trying to be myself....They say if you keep your feelings jared up...you'll snap... That's haven't happened to me yet... And hope it will never will. Don't keep your feelings jared up... Or one day you'll snap
"Now who's gonna take care of Mike!" Jane screamed at the top of her voice. "Now how am I suppose to marry Dave! Now how am I suppose to become an archaeologist!" "Mike, marriage, archaeology?!" I said, confused. "Oh, I can't explain now! I just wish I listened to David." She sighed. "Don't beat yourself up. David has the gift, you can still talk to him." She forced a smile. "Gift?" Dave whispered as he entered the room. "More like a curse." "David, i'm so sorry I didn't listen! But I just never thought-" "Save it." He butted in. "Everyone I've ever loved ends up dead. I should have seen it coming." "But you did! You tried to save my life and I was to stupid and selfish to care." "Janet." He sighed. "I don't think I can talk to you anymore. Never again." She stared at him, her face appalled. "What are you saying?!" "I'm saying seeing you, like this, it just, it just breaks my heart."
I loved to write songs. These beautiful poems of love, heartbreak, life and misery. I still do. Shame they'll never reach the world as I hoped.
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so swift
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow you take life's next test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not singing loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. Or maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so swift
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow you take life's next test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not singing loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. Or maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
This is a song inspired by Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story posted here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written by a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen angels always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken butterflies with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Written by a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen angels always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken butterflies with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Scraping at the boughs,
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?