The air was still as if it were holding its breathe waiting for me as I approached the ledge. I could feel myself pushing back tears as I clutched the fragile locket in my hands; I traced its dainty designs with my finger. "So mom and dad are getting the divorce after all. I guess you were right E. I don't know why I ever doubted you about that one I mean it was obvious! I guess I tried to block it out like what happened......" I muttered looking up at the milky white moon. It seemed to look down at me with sympathetic beams of light. My hands gripped the marble ledge tighter. "Eliza it's been so hard not seeing you. Seeing your bright blue eyes and the way you would always play with your hair when you were sad and the way you could make up a story to make me feel better! I miss you Eliza I-I need you back! Why did you have to leave?" I screamed at the sky.
The stars seemed to loose there brightness as I sat there and sobbed. My hair flew into my face as the wind blew harder and clouds rolled in. But I didn't care I just sat there still in the clothes I wore to the funeral and sobbed. Even as the rain poured I sat there looking at the only thing I had left of her; her picture in my locket and the BFF bracelet she made me. I clutched them tightly thinking about her when suddenley I heard footsteps. I looked up to see about my age peering at me with an umbrella extended out for me.
"What are you doing out here in the rain? And well who are you?" He said as he sat down across from me with a blue umbrella covering him from the rain that was now coming down by the buckets. "I heard somebody crying out here so I just wanted to see what is the matter."
"My name is Annastasia Levito. And I'm here trying to escape my life!" I replied "What happened that made you so upset that you're in out in the rain without an umbrella?" I sighed and took a deep breath. "My friend she-she jumped off a bridge a couple days ago so she could kill herself. And ummm this was her fifth attempt I had to talk her out of all the rest but you know she was a fiesty one. I mean she was my best friend! She was the only person who understood me and now she's dead! And the way I found out was I got a text from her before she jumped saying 'this is the end goodbye' So that's why. Not to mention my parents are getting a divorce tomorrow and my friend funeral is today! I said burrying my face in my lap.
I cried and without warning the boy scooted next to me and put his arm around my shoulder. "I see and so you ran away because things were getting rough huh?" I sighed "Yeah I mean between my parents yelling, my sister being a brat, and seeing my friend lying in a casket I couldn't take it! And when I tried to say a few last words her parents didn't even care in fact they didn't even show up! She deserved a better life and a better family! I mean both of our lifes weren't perfect but she deserved one more than me" I sobbed as I looked up at the moon. The boy looked me in the eyes "I see. You must've really cared for her then didn't you?"
Looking up I saw that the storm was letting up. "I'm Matt b the way come on let's go inside I'll get you something warm to wear and something to eat ok?"
"Ok." I replied taking his hand as he leaded me inside.
To be continued......
The stars seemed to loose there brightness as I sat there and sobbed. My hair flew into my face as the wind blew harder and clouds rolled in. But I didn't care I just sat there still in the clothes I wore to the funeral and sobbed. Even as the rain poured I sat there looking at the only thing I had left of her; her picture in my locket and the BFF bracelet she made me. I clutched them tightly thinking about her when suddenley I heard footsteps. I looked up to see about my age peering at me with an umbrella extended out for me.
"What are you doing out here in the rain? And well who are you?" He said as he sat down across from me with a blue umbrella covering him from the rain that was now coming down by the buckets. "I heard somebody crying out here so I just wanted to see what is the matter."
"My name is Annastasia Levito. And I'm here trying to escape my life!" I replied "What happened that made you so upset that you're in out in the rain without an umbrella?" I sighed and took a deep breath. "My friend she-she jumped off a bridge a couple days ago so she could kill herself. And ummm this was her fifth attempt I had to talk her out of all the rest but you know she was a fiesty one. I mean she was my best friend! She was the only person who understood me and now she's dead! And the way I found out was I got a text from her before she jumped saying 'this is the end goodbye' So that's why. Not to mention my parents are getting a divorce tomorrow and my friend funeral is today! I said burrying my face in my lap.
I cried and without warning the boy scooted next to me and put his arm around my shoulder. "I see and so you ran away because things were getting rough huh?" I sighed "Yeah I mean between my parents yelling, my sister being a brat, and seeing my friend lying in a casket I couldn't take it! And when I tried to say a few last words her parents didn't even care in fact they didn't even show up! She deserved a better life and a better family! I mean both of our lifes weren't perfect but she deserved one more than me" I sobbed as I looked up at the moon. The boy looked me in the eyes "I see. You must've really cared for her then didn't you?"
Looking up I saw that the storm was letting up. "I'm Matt b the way come on let's go inside I'll get you something warm to wear and something to eat ok?"
"Ok." I replied taking his hand as he leaded me inside.
To be continued......
learing to let go is like jumping out of an airplan with no para shoot
Although JP doesn't really describe his characters that much, he gives enough about Iggy to know he's blind, a pyro, and has strawberry blonde hair!
I told someone once,
"You are alone".
The person refused to agree,
"Why?",
"What for?",
"Why should i be told I'm alone"
Those were the words most probably flowing through the fellas mind at the time,
Think of it,
Stop,
Take a deep breath,
Think again,
Who were you with the last second?,
You, yourself and you,right?,
Look around you,
Are you sure this is where you want to be?,
I look,
Right now,
And,you know what I see?,
No one.
Nada Nada person,
Well that's my own language, forget it.
There's no one there,
But I do what I do best,
Suffer in silence.
"You are alone".
The person refused to agree,
"Why?",
"What for?",
"Why should i be told I'm alone"
Those were the words most probably flowing through the fellas mind at the time,
Think of it,
Stop,
Take a deep breath,
Think again,
Who were you with the last second?,
You, yourself and you,right?,
Look around you,
Are you sure this is where you want to be?,
I look,
Right now,
And,you know what I see?,
No one.
Nada Nada person,
Well that's my own language, forget it.
There's no one there,
But I do what I do best,
Suffer in silence.
Syayuki Kimihiro,is a normal Japaneses high school girl trying to find her place and make friends,but when she was 5 she was taken from her home,she has many nightmares about this event even after 11 years,These nightmares consist of demons monsters and gargoyles.Her family says that it's normal sines she was found unconscious with no memories of this horrible event,now she has episodes where she has excruciating chest pain till she falls unconscious.Her mother being a doctor was able to make a vaccine for her but it only works for one day.Suddenly four new students appear making her episodes and nightmares worse.As if that's not bad enough now there are strange marks on her left wrist that hurt like hell.Do these new students have something to do with it and why is the leader constantly flirting with her?
Feel like falling,
but sure to stand fast.
Feel like letting go,
but afraid of the rash,
Feel like giving up,
but afraid to sleep,
Want to jump,
but afraid to of falling off way to deep.
Sometimes life takes me in weird directions,
but knowing me, its all imperfections.
Sometimes emotions cloud every single thought,
and knowing my actions, I’m here to rot.
Forever will my mistakes continue to haunt me,
standing here, I now see.
What if things could be different next time?
Would it then, take a lifetime?
but sure to stand fast.
Feel like letting go,
but afraid of the rash,
Feel like giving up,
but afraid to sleep,
Want to jump,
but afraid to of falling off way to deep.
Sometimes life takes me in weird directions,
but knowing me, its all imperfections.
Sometimes emotions cloud every single thought,
and knowing my actions, I’m here to rot.
Forever will my mistakes continue to haunt me,
standing here, I now see.
What if things could be different next time?
Would it then, take a lifetime?
Izzy POV
It was about 12:01. I was going out to howl at the moon. When i walked outside, i saw a note. Iread it aloud.
Meet me in the woods at midnight.
love,
Your secret admirer
me:Wow,i have a secret admirer. maybe its owen. No wait, cody! no no, JUSTIN!!! or trent. What about Geoff?
I wondered all the way there. then, i tripped on a leg.
me:AHHH!
duncan: hey there babe.
izzy: what? oh, hi duncan. now, whos the secre admirer?
duncan: your looking at him.
me*laughs*okay, okay. you got me. now, who is it?
duncan:me.
me:oh, really?duncan: uhu!
3rd person
izzy: oh, okay then are you sure?
duncan; yes babe.
izzy: okay then
duncan: so,
izzy: you wanna make out.
duncan:okay
*2 hours later*
*2 more hours alter*
izzy: okay well that was fun
duncan: yeah, uh, so, see you later.
izzy:okay
duncan: yeah.cool. okay then, bye!
izzy: bye.
*15 min later*
both: I LOVE U! *start making out*
It was about 12:01. I was going out to howl at the moon. When i walked outside, i saw a note. Iread it aloud.
Meet me in the woods at midnight.
love,
Your secret admirer
me:Wow,i have a secret admirer. maybe its owen. No wait, cody! no no, JUSTIN!!! or trent. What about Geoff?
I wondered all the way there. then, i tripped on a leg.
me:AHHH!
duncan: hey there babe.
izzy: what? oh, hi duncan. now, whos the secre admirer?
duncan: your looking at him.
me*laughs*okay, okay. you got me. now, who is it?
duncan:me.
me:oh, really?duncan: uhu!
3rd person
izzy: oh, okay then are you sure?
duncan; yes babe.
izzy: okay then
duncan: so,
izzy: you wanna make out.
duncan:okay
*2 hours later*
*2 more hours alter*
izzy: okay well that was fun
duncan: yeah, uh, so, see you later.
izzy:okay
duncan: yeah.cool. okay then, bye!
izzy: bye.
*15 min later*
both: I LOVE U! *start making out*
"I could see the sorrow in his perfect blue eyes,something was wrong."
