It was late and I think I had fallen asleep on damon, I really didn't want to go home But soon I would have to and thats when i would talk to my dad about this stuff.
I woke up and I was in this very nice room, I am supirsed that Damon has a bed, I thought vamps didn't sleep although it could be for decoration. "Had a good sleep" I jumped up qiuck way to quick making a painful cracky nosie I think from from leg "sorry Belle should have knocked i thought you would be sleepy".
I didn't care more, I hated that we took it slow and getting in trouble would show my dad why you shouldn't like To Ariel-Belle. I ran up and hugged Damon "it's ok, I...I wanna know how long did all of you's know". Damon hugged me tighter then let go "Belle I already know but not about you but I know about them thats why I was angry that day because you smelt like a mutt i mean wolf most likely the leader".
When I got home i nocite my dad was Waiting And I felt like what Damon had said about Them watching means they could most likely hear This. ' Ariel-Belle where have you been, I have been worried sick about you I dont want what happened that night when you went to that pub. OH so he says i cant have fun well now I'm totally showing him " I dont really care, I tell you were i was, With Damon and if you have a problem go sort it out with you're little wolfie friends I dont really care Blair you lied and Really im 18 so you dont "own" me anymore!".
I really pissed him off, You could Tell how he looked and got up 'excuse you, How did you know about that and If you went through my stuff i don't care if you're 18 I will keep you here until you shape up". I just smiled 'Well guess what i dont Care i know everything and You make me so angry and you couldn't tell me and you know what, What if one day i got angry at school and BAM i turn it to a Wolf could lucky saying half of the school is crazy'.
I opened The door to find the docotor who i now know who it was and this other guy who just spoke and yes he was the one who save me, They pushed me back 'you're not going anywhere, Blair i said you needed to keep a watch on this one ' said oni. I looked at the three of them back and forth about six times and Then turned when my dad blocked the stair-case 'MOve it! i Dont care what you all have to say if you want to say something go and umm lets see hold a wolfie meeting without me'.
Oni grunted but I walked up the stairs and just to be a brat I slammed the door, I opened my window and carefully climbed down the tree, I had my keys in my pocket so i started my car but I saw that other girl looking at me and thats when they all ran out I put my foot to the pedle and came driving. 'Back again so soon' said Edawrd , I was angry and upset still I hissed in slow words 'where's Damon' he just pointed. Damon looked at me and Immediately knew i was upset 'Belle whats wrong, did they hurt you?' i run straight into his arms 'no but can I stay he for a couple of nights i'll need to get some stuff, He nodded and kissed me.
Words popped in my head but not my own thoughts or words someone else's that guy maybe they said qoute: WHAT ARE YOU PLAYING AT!!!. I felt scared now what was happening.
I woke up and I was in this very nice room, I am supirsed that Damon has a bed, I thought vamps didn't sleep although it could be for decoration. "Had a good sleep" I jumped up qiuck way to quick making a painful cracky nosie I think from from leg "sorry Belle should have knocked i thought you would be sleepy".
I didn't care more, I hated that we took it slow and getting in trouble would show my dad why you shouldn't like To Ariel-Belle. I ran up and hugged Damon "it's ok, I...I wanna know how long did all of you's know". Damon hugged me tighter then let go "Belle I already know but not about you but I know about them thats why I was angry that day because you smelt like a mutt i mean wolf most likely the leader".
When I got home i nocite my dad was Waiting And I felt like what Damon had said about Them watching means they could most likely hear This. ' Ariel-Belle where have you been, I have been worried sick about you I dont want what happened that night when you went to that pub. OH so he says i cant have fun well now I'm totally showing him " I dont really care, I tell you were i was, With Damon and if you have a problem go sort it out with you're little wolfie friends I dont really care Blair you lied and Really im 18 so you dont "own" me anymore!".
I really pissed him off, You could Tell how he looked and got up 'excuse you, How did you know about that and If you went through my stuff i don't care if you're 18 I will keep you here until you shape up". I just smiled 'Well guess what i dont Care i know everything and You make me so angry and you couldn't tell me and you know what, What if one day i got angry at school and BAM i turn it to a Wolf could lucky saying half of the school is crazy'.
I opened The door to find the docotor who i now know who it was and this other guy who just spoke and yes he was the one who save me, They pushed me back 'you're not going anywhere, Blair i said you needed to keep a watch on this one ' said oni. I looked at the three of them back and forth about six times and Then turned when my dad blocked the stair-case 'MOve it! i Dont care what you all have to say if you want to say something go and umm lets see hold a wolfie meeting without me'.
Oni grunted but I walked up the stairs and just to be a brat I slammed the door, I opened my window and carefully climbed down the tree, I had my keys in my pocket so i started my car but I saw that other girl looking at me and thats when they all ran out I put my foot to the pedle and came driving. 'Back again so soon' said Edawrd , I was angry and upset still I hissed in slow words 'where's Damon' he just pointed. Damon looked at me and Immediately knew i was upset 'Belle whats wrong, did they hurt you?' i run straight into his arms 'no but can I stay he for a couple of nights i'll need to get some stuff, He nodded and kissed me.
Words popped in my head but not my own thoughts or words someone else's that guy maybe they said qoute: WHAT ARE YOU PLAYING AT!!!. I felt scared now what was happening.
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments ago someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments ago someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing gown and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need more and more and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me or to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need more and more and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me or to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
Sobriety is beyond a horizon for you,
One you won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific images replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do you do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why you mess around,
just let yourself be!
One you won't be alive to even get to.
Your mind is set to be dead in 10
Years, my fears, my tears,
don't matter, your emotionless, here.
My bothersome phone calls,
"I'm just checking in"
"Yeah, I don't care"
I can't ever win.
My eyes are taped open,
horrific images replay,
and even when I close them,
they're imprinted in my mind,
they're there to stay.
Blackness engulfs me,
like a whirlpool of nothing,
Your arch nemesis,
Your pal,
Your meaningless suffering.
Why do you do this,
to yourself, and to me?
I don't get why you mess around,
just let yourself be!