HIII, WELL WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING? ROBYN, RICK, JADEN EVEAN JOCE LILY Rose Zander AND LUKE, HAVE ALL WENT INTO THE WOODLAND TO FIND GEMMA AND BRINGHER HOME, BUT WILL THEY ALL MAKE IT BACK OUT?
I woke up groggily, and was startled when i felt someones arms around my waist, i gently rubbed my hands tentively up then. Jaden. He has to move before anyone wakes up, i turned onto my other side so that i was facing him, "Jaden," i Whispered shaking him slightly, he snorted and opened his eyes, he seemed surprised to see me like i had, "You have to go back to where you where, if they see you the will all think, ive been cheating, please," i pleaded looking into his eyes, he never spoke, he just got up and layed down on the mat beside me, so that he was facing me.
"What happened last night?" he asked i told him about my dream, and how he comforted me, he nodded, "i know that but why did you want me to stay," he looked at me with pure curiostiy, i shrugged. It was because i felt safe with him, i feel safe with everyone, but Jadens heat really made me safe. Everyone began to wake up and i had already put my things back in my rucksack, i pulled out a new pair of jeans and a thick jumper. Lily and joyce had took their clothes out too, and we all stared at each other.
"Guys?" i shouted they all jumped, they all had finished putting everything back the way it was, and Luke ,forgetting we were here, began to unbuckle his jeans to get changed.
"Sorry Robyn," luke whispered fumbling with his buckle again.
"What will we do? we cant go into the woods alone, and we dont want to get dressed infront of alll of you," i stated folding my arm, the other girls nodded.
"Well why dont you one at a time take one of us into the forrest and get changed come back and we will go , you can pick who goes with you. Dont worry we wont watch," Rick said looking at me, i nodded.
"not unless you wont us to," i heard Evean laugh, i saw Ricks jaw click. i turned to Lily.
"You dont have to change," i said knowing she was nervous.
"No i have to, ill go first, get it out the way," and walked towards Luke, who obviously wasnt expecting to be picked to protect us, "Luke?" she whispered, Luke jumped up and looked stunned, once they were gone we all laughed.
joyce had just came back with Evean, a big smile on her face.
"it doesnt look like he loved you after all," she shouted. i gritted my teeth and smiled.
"Shut up joyce, you and i both know nothing happened," Evean shouted marching towards her, i threw my arms up creating a force field inbetween them,
"No we havent got time, and i have to get changed and it seems that the fastest way to do that is by going with Jaden, if i go with Rick you will be jealouse if i go with you Rick will hate me, so im going with jaden who i trust not to take it to far, " i marched away into a small grouping of trees, not even bothering to look to see if he was following.
"Okay Royn i think this is deep enough," he said turning his back on me, i smiled and quickly pulled off my old jeans and put the new ones on, then i slipped my little t-shirt off, i was about to put one my jumper when i saw Jaden looking, i stopeed and just stared at him, like he was doing to me, he wasnt even looking at my topless body, with nothing but a bra on, he was looking at me, just me. I smiled.
"So we both know,that you didnt pick me for any other reason than getting me to yourself," he said walking over to me, he traced his fingeres along the length of my stomach, and i closed my eyes,"So say it, say you want me," he whispered, kissing my neck. No, i wont do this i cant hurt anyone else. i stepped away from him before he could reach my lips, i pulled the jumper over my head and walked away from him.
"Sorry, " i whispered when he got close to me, he took my hand and squezed it.
"no i am i should never have done that, kissing you was out of order, trying to get you to say it, it must have hurt," i stopped and pulled on his hand.
"Not now, you know i like you , okay, i love Rick and like Evean, please dont make this harder, im done with relation ships im ending it with evean, its topping me from growing into what i have to be, especialy when Gemma need me," i said and let go of his hand and wakled back to the others.
Once back, everyone was ready to go, i stepped out of the clearing before Jaden, an i heard Evean chuckle.
"So i take it she didnt let you peek?' he whispered loud enough for everyone to hear, Jaden steped forward, but i through up my hands and spoke first,
"Evean, i think its best if you stay away from me, for now, i cant deal with any of this and look for Gemma at the same time, so maybe we should take a break," i said looking around the camp, and realising something was missing.
'What?" Evean said angrily, "I tell you i love you and-' i cut him off with sobbs.
"Wheres Rose, wheres Zander?" I asked looking around the camp, not even their mats where there.
"Robyn whos Rose, whos is Zander?" I heard lily whisper. they have got to be kidding.
"You are kidding right?" i asked her, i looked around and everyone stared at me like i had lost it. "come on Rick think hes your roomate," i walked over to him he just shook his head.
"Who are you?" he asked, no something is happening to them, i put my hand on his head and concentrated on my memories and his, there were big gaps. "What are you doing?' he shouted, i didnt think i just acted.
"Im not losing you too", i looked around and everyone was gone they were disapering like the memories,, i closed my eyes and kissed him, at first he didnt react but somthing kicked in and i could see him remebering, i put all i had into it and i could feel my self losing the fight to stay awake but i held on, and kissed him, i kissed his neck, his ears finally i saw myself, through his eyes.
"Robyn?' i smiled, nodded and fell into his arms, the darkness can have me, i know hes safe.
I woke up in a basket? A warm soft basket, i looked around and noticed i was moving, i looked up i realised i wasnt in a basket. I was in his arms. In Ricks arms.
'Thanks,' i said when he sat me down an a holowed out log, he nodded and looked at the ground.
'What happened Robyn?" he whispered sitting beside me. i struggled to find the words, i looked down at my shaking hands and told him everything, about jaden about evena and rose. Everything. He didnt speak during my tesimony, he just lsten an dnodded every now and then, when i was done evrything fell silent.
"So they are lost?' he asked, i shrugged, "So how do we get them back-' his hand flew up to his head and he winced from some sort of pain.
'What? Rick, what is it?" i demanded putting my hands on his shoulder. his eyes fluttered open.
"i know where they are, and i know why you went all boy mad, its Amber she somehow spiked you drink, it made you attracted to those who were attracted to you," his voice fell flat, i nodded thats why i went after Jaden, i saw Ricks face and there was so much pain.
"Rick, i like you, and not because my drink was spiked." he nodded, and tried to smile." So how did you see that?" he shrugged.
"i was thinking about memories, and well one of Ambers came to me,' i nodded and stood up. he stood up to, slowly he offered out his hand, i took it and felt the warmth of it and sighed. 'Robyn, thanks for bringing me back, but there was something bothering me," i looked at him, "How could i forget you?" u dudnt have an answer, and i probably never will, but i knew that he never truly forgot me, and thats what keeps me going.
I woke up groggily, and was startled when i felt someones arms around my waist, i gently rubbed my hands tentively up then. Jaden. He has to move before anyone wakes up, i turned onto my other side so that i was facing him, "Jaden," i Whispered shaking him slightly, he snorted and opened his eyes, he seemed surprised to see me like i had, "You have to go back to where you where, if they see you the will all think, ive been cheating, please," i pleaded looking into his eyes, he never spoke, he just got up and layed down on the mat beside me, so that he was facing me.
"What happened last night?" he asked i told him about my dream, and how he comforted me, he nodded, "i know that but why did you want me to stay," he looked at me with pure curiostiy, i shrugged. It was because i felt safe with him, i feel safe with everyone, but Jadens heat really made me safe. Everyone began to wake up and i had already put my things back in my rucksack, i pulled out a new pair of jeans and a thick jumper. Lily and joyce had took their clothes out too, and we all stared at each other.
"Guys?" i shouted they all jumped, they all had finished putting everything back the way it was, and Luke ,forgetting we were here, began to unbuckle his jeans to get changed.
"Sorry Robyn," luke whispered fumbling with his buckle again.
"What will we do? we cant go into the woods alone, and we dont want to get dressed infront of alll of you," i stated folding my arm, the other girls nodded.
"Well why dont you one at a time take one of us into the forrest and get changed come back and we will go , you can pick who goes with you. Dont worry we wont watch," Rick said looking at me, i nodded.
"not unless you wont us to," i heard Evean laugh, i saw Ricks jaw click. i turned to Lily.
"You dont have to change," i said knowing she was nervous.
"No i have to, ill go first, get it out the way," and walked towards Luke, who obviously wasnt expecting to be picked to protect us, "Luke?" she whispered, Luke jumped up and looked stunned, once they were gone we all laughed.
joyce had just came back with Evean, a big smile on her face.
"it doesnt look like he loved you after all," she shouted. i gritted my teeth and smiled.
"Shut up joyce, you and i both know nothing happened," Evean shouted marching towards her, i threw my arms up creating a force field inbetween them,
"No we havent got time, and i have to get changed and it seems that the fastest way to do that is by going with Jaden, if i go with Rick you will be jealouse if i go with you Rick will hate me, so im going with jaden who i trust not to take it to far, " i marched away into a small grouping of trees, not even bothering to look to see if he was following.
"Okay Royn i think this is deep enough," he said turning his back on me, i smiled and quickly pulled off my old jeans and put the new ones on, then i slipped my little t-shirt off, i was about to put one my jumper when i saw Jaden looking, i stopeed and just stared at him, like he was doing to me, he wasnt even looking at my topless body, with nothing but a bra on, he was looking at me, just me. I smiled.
"So we both know,that you didnt pick me for any other reason than getting me to yourself," he said walking over to me, he traced his fingeres along the length of my stomach, and i closed my eyes,"So say it, say you want me," he whispered, kissing my neck. No, i wont do this i cant hurt anyone else. i stepped away from him before he could reach my lips, i pulled the jumper over my head and walked away from him.
"Sorry, " i whispered when he got close to me, he took my hand and squezed it.
"no i am i should never have done that, kissing you was out of order, trying to get you to say it, it must have hurt," i stopped and pulled on his hand.
"Not now, you know i like you , okay, i love Rick and like Evean, please dont make this harder, im done with relation ships im ending it with evean, its topping me from growing into what i have to be, especialy when Gemma need me," i said and let go of his hand and wakled back to the others.
Once back, everyone was ready to go, i stepped out of the clearing before Jaden, an i heard Evean chuckle.
"So i take it she didnt let you peek?' he whispered loud enough for everyone to hear, Jaden steped forward, but i through up my hands and spoke first,
"Evean, i think its best if you stay away from me, for now, i cant deal with any of this and look for Gemma at the same time, so maybe we should take a break," i said looking around the camp, and realising something was missing.
'What?" Evean said angrily, "I tell you i love you and-' i cut him off with sobbs.
"Wheres Rose, wheres Zander?" I asked looking around the camp, not even their mats where there.
"Robyn whos Rose, whos is Zander?" I heard lily whisper. they have got to be kidding.
"You are kidding right?" i asked her, i looked around and everyone stared at me like i had lost it. "come on Rick think hes your roomate," i walked over to him he just shook his head.
"Who are you?" he asked, no something is happening to them, i put my hand on his head and concentrated on my memories and his, there were big gaps. "What are you doing?' he shouted, i didnt think i just acted.
"Im not losing you too", i looked around and everyone was gone they were disapering like the memories,, i closed my eyes and kissed him, at first he didnt react but somthing kicked in and i could see him remebering, i put all i had into it and i could feel my self losing the fight to stay awake but i held on, and kissed him, i kissed his neck, his ears finally i saw myself, through his eyes.
"Robyn?' i smiled, nodded and fell into his arms, the darkness can have me, i know hes safe.
I woke up in a basket? A warm soft basket, i looked around and noticed i was moving, i looked up i realised i wasnt in a basket. I was in his arms. In Ricks arms.
'Thanks,' i said when he sat me down an a holowed out log, he nodded and looked at the ground.
'What happened Robyn?" he whispered sitting beside me. i struggled to find the words, i looked down at my shaking hands and told him everything, about jaden about evena and rose. Everything. He didnt speak during my tesimony, he just lsten an dnodded every now and then, when i was done evrything fell silent.
"So they are lost?' he asked, i shrugged, "So how do we get them back-' his hand flew up to his head and he winced from some sort of pain.
'What? Rick, what is it?" i demanded putting my hands on his shoulder. his eyes fluttered open.
"i know where they are, and i know why you went all boy mad, its Amber she somehow spiked you drink, it made you attracted to those who were attracted to you," his voice fell flat, i nodded thats why i went after Jaden, i saw Ricks face and there was so much pain.
"Rick, i like you, and not because my drink was spiked." he nodded, and tried to smile." So how did you see that?" he shrugged.
"i was thinking about memories, and well one of Ambers came to me,' i nodded and stood up. he stood up to, slowly he offered out his hand, i took it and felt the warmth of it and sighed. 'Robyn, thanks for bringing me back, but there was something bothering me," i looked at him, "How could i forget you?" u dudnt have an answer, and i probably never will, but i knew that he never truly forgot me, and thats what keeps me going.
you seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows you
like a hook,
won't let you go,
won't leave you alone.
You smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that you hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves you not,
you don't see the angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give you a strength.
You long for life
that you don't know of,
you seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.