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Harma's story: I Killed Them        

Each day I'm face with killing myself or killing the people around me...I guess I made up my mind? I guess I chose to let myself lose control? And do what felt right...even though I new it wasn't. I new that it wound come back and haunt me one day. Well really it haunt's me every day every minute and every second. From when I'm sleeping from the moment I did that unthinkable thing I did. It will never leave because I know there watching...
    But no one wound believe that a little 13 year old would...
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His Brown Eyes

His brown eyes were sparkling with happiness and joy
His hair was jet black and dashing, spiky and his eyes were dark chocolate brown
He was just a little boy before he started to play with toys
Before he met me, I guessed he was happy as can be
I could imagine him whispering to his friends
Fiddling with his pens and enjoy teasing the girls
Sometimes I can't read his expression, when he looks at me, I get uncertain
Just by being held by his gaze puts me in a lovey-dovey daze

Why do I feel hesitant?
Am I supposed to feel pleasant?
I feel happy when I'm with him though but I'm sad also
I have...
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This video reminds me of Sasha and Zach expessially at the begginng when she saws 'The way you move is like a full on rainstorm and I'm a house of cards' because it fits perfectly! <3
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Gone But not Forgotten

The girl they seen unbreakable- broke.
The girl they seen so strong- crumbled.
The girl they seen who always laughed it off- cried.
The girl they thought would never stop trying- finally gave up.

They all thought that she was fine,
But the truth, they would never find.

She was tired of faking a smile.
All she ever did was smile and pretend everything was okay.
If you look beyond her smile,
You would see something you just wouldn't understand.

People starte talking just a little too much.
She ran out of people she could trust.

She was tired of crying and didn't want to talk to anybody,...
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So much happens in the bathroom stalls.
Cute yet odd writings all over their walls.

Its seen smiles, tears, and blood drops too.
It invites all the personal things we do.

Its our silent get away when we need most.
Where we all run when we have become lifes host.

The stall has seen our sharp razors and red blood.
When lifes emotions begin to flood.

If the stall had eyes to see and mouth to speak,
it would tell you that 'even the strongest people
get weak.'

It would say 'I've seen you on a bad
day, how you silently screamed at the obsticles
in your way.'

'How you reluctantly grabbed the razor and got to...
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posted by malmcd
No More Light

The light is gone,
the women,
who proved to me,
that beauty still does exist,
even in the cruelest circumstances,
but she is gone,
the light has gone,
now im alone,
hiding in the dark

all my hope
all my dreams
all my happyness
have died
iv died
i should never be happy cause then all
i feel the pain
why should i live
why should i die
all there's things
go around and around in my head
iv scream
iv cryed
iv locked my self in my room
cutting myself
waching all the blood from my cuts
i dont feel any pain
i feel nouthing
my tears are full of pain
i feel so cold
that painful night
iv died from the inside
my eyes have...
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Nightmares are sneaking under her bed,
There living life in her head
Causing all the fear to come back alive
Bringing back memories with such drive

She fear's the darkness around her
It seems to eat her
She's two afraid to sleep at night

In them someone's always after her
The can't let her go and let be free
They always but up such a fight

They nightmares just won't go away
In her sleep they still betray
They bring back feelings that were buried deep
And she's two afraid to sleep

When she's goes to sleep they come around
making the room seem dark and lonely
So she prays that when she goes to bed
That she...
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