Courtney's Pov.

Everything's changing. Ever since I met him.. I've learned so much. I've learned that, there is so many people out there in this world that have to work to get what they want. And come from broken homes, but sometimes to say you come from a broken home, is to have home.
Duncan barley ever had a home. He had to work his whole life to earn love from half his family. There only person who ever cared about him was his adopted father. That he'd do anything to get back.
But in the few years his father was dead, he learned that life just goes on.
He only got along with his real father if there was a party going on. Or they were both sober at the same time. Which nearly never happen.
And in those few weeks I knew Duncan,
He finally realize what it was like to have something worth fighting for. To have something in this world again, that gave a damn about him.
He didn't realize there could be more then just one person to care about him.
I changed him, and he changed me...

It's been about a 2 and half months since I met Duncan. And we still weren't together. In a way, we were more of best friends then lovers. We haven't done anything besides kissing. We barley even did that. Usually it starts out with Duncan getting on my nervous and I yell at him, and he ends up either kissing me, or just laughing and arguing back. Or we are just really high and no one is around.
We've been hanging out almost everyday, with a group of people usually.
I didn't really know what me and Duncan we were. I guess the best way to explain it was; we were each others sanity.
And I... Cared about him. A lot.

It was around four in the afternoon. On a Wednesday.
It was me Bridgette, Geoff, Duncan, Julie, and Alex.
It was awkward when Alex was around. He was still one of my best friends, we talked all the time. It was when Duncan was around too. After time me and Alex just talked Duncan send a glare our way. I constantly reminded Duncan I could talk to who I wanted, Because I wasn't his. This usually caused us to fight, and ended with us making out.
That never helped the whole situation but, we simply couldn't help ourselves.
Everyone knew me and Duncan had something, but we never admit to anyone that something went on with us. We still weren't a couple so we didn't lie about that.
Julie, Bridgette and Geoff knew for a fact. They weren't stupid considering we made out in front of them about a month back.

All of us we are Geoff's house smoking like always. I was sitting next to Duncan at the end of Geoff's bed in the corner. I had my head leaning on Duncan's shoulder and my knees against my chest and my arms were crossed lazily.
Duncan had one arm at the side of him and on the other side he had his hand on my thigh. We were too close together for anyone to notice.
Geoff and Bridgette were on the other side of the big bed and Alex and Julie were sitting next to each other of the floor leaning against the wall.
We had music playing loud but not too loud to where we couldn't hear each other talk.
'What I got' by Sublime was playing.
"Bro, load another bowl', Duncan said to Geoff.
"Alright dude" Geoff said leaning up loading the bong.
After he was done he hit the bong, then passed it to Bridgette, hit it slowly then passed it to me. I put my legs down and sat the bong on my lap and hit it, and as I blow out smoke I french inhaled. I knew Duncan Loved it when I did that.
He was smirking as I passed it to him.
About an hour passed and we were all fucked up.
Then Duncan pulled out something. My eyes grew wide.
"Are those shrooms", I asked.
"Why darling yes they are. Are ready to be on some trippy shit?", he said to me with a grin.
"I um".. I looked around the room at everyone, seeing as they are waiting for me to say yes." Well I guess", I said.
"Shit yeah! alright eat this", Duncan said as he put the shroom in my mouth.
As I ate it I leaned against the wall and watched Duncan give everyone else one.

About an hour passed. And everyone was gone. Geoff and Bridgette were grabbing at nothing and laughing. Julie was staring at here arms like something was wrong with the. And Alex was rolling around on the floor.
I was just sitting on the bed leaning against the wall watching everyone with a blank look on my face. The walls were different colors and I swear there were fucking little bitty horses running in the air man.
I just didn't know what to do. Duncan was rubbing my shoulder and looking at me up and down as I was looking at the fucking dancing horses in the air. Then he started playing with my hair, and he took a little of my hair and put it in his mouth. I slowly looked over and giggled like and idiot.
"What are you doing", I said giggling still.
"I don't know your hair, it's so beautiful man.", He said while holding it.
I just smiled stupidly. He started gliding his hand down my hair to the side of my face. He started slowly rubbing his thumb across my lips and chin. He looked down at his thumb and his eyes followed his thumb, and my eyes stayed glued to his eyes. He didn't notice I was looking until his eyes met mine. And we just stared at each other. .
Slowly our lips met like it was the first time we kissed.
I knew this was in front of Alex, but I was so fucked up I didn't care. He was so fucked up he didn't notice.
Duncan had one hand behind my head tangling his fingers in my hair and the other around my waist. He pulled me into his lap. I had both hands on each sides of his face.
Our tongues were slowly dancing around in each others mouths. He slowly broke apart the kiss as he was biting my lip. Then he started trailing kisses down my chin and on my neck and was softly biting my neck. His hand traveled up and down my back, then his hand went down my back and kept going down then he moved his hand around the front of my waist and the started moving it up and down my thigh.
I broke the kiss and looked into Duncan's eyes. Suddenly, I felt sober. The only thing I could see was happiness in Duncan's eyes.
Duncan lips curled into a sweet smile. He leaned his forehead on mine and we closed our eyes. We were both smiling like fools.
Thank god everyone else was fucked up so the didn't notice us.
Duncan looked up at me, the he moved his lips to my ear and softy whispered, "Do you wanna go in the other room?"
"Yes", I said with sweet smile.
I stood up along with Duncan and we were walking out of the room.
Before I walked out of the room I notice Julie walking back and forth, then she just punches the wall and leaves a nice little hole the shakes her hand wincing in pain.
" Ahh, It's just the shrooms, it's just the shrooms", She repeated to her self.
Me and Duncan walked out of the room and walked to the other just across the hall.
We entered the room, and soon realize this was Geoffs Parents room but thankfully his parents were out of town for the week.
I walked over to the bed and sat down. I watched Duncan Close the door behind him and make his way over to me. He sat down and we were silent for a second until Duncan Spoke, "Are you still tripping?"
"Not really, just the walls are changing colors", I said slurring my words and giggling slightly.
"Yeah, same here.", Duncan said laughing.
We were silent again for a moment.
I was about to speak but then I felt Duncan's lips crash on mine. I gladly responded. Duncan slowly laid me down as he was on top of me. He hands wrapped around my waist moving his hands up and down my back. My arms were wrapped around his neck. Soon my legs were on each side of him, he started grinding his hardness against me which caused me to slightly moan.
Our lips pushed against one another's, our hands met and our fingers entwined. He held my hands above my head as he grinded against me harder, and his lips trailed down my chin to my neck and he left soft warm kisses on my neck and I left out shaky breaths.
He leaned me up and he took my shirt off throwing it to the floor by the bed. Then he took off his shirt.
I just starred at Duncan's well toned chest, his built arms and those abs I ran my hand down. He was like every girls dream. And I had him. He was in my arms, no one else. I notice Duncan staring at me as well. My curves, my flat stomach, my big round boobs. I wasn't conceded, I just knew I had a good body. I worked out enough to earn it.
Duncan laid me back down and began kissing my neck again and trailing down to my chest down my stomach and to my women hood

(MATURE PART; Scroll passed if needed)

He look up at me one last time before removing my shorts and then slowly my underwear. He began rubbing my clitoris with his index finger. I was moaning softly between breaths. He brought his tongue to my clit' and slowly started moving his tongue in slow circles around it. It was almost too much for me.
He then brought his index finger to enter and started slowly pushing his finger in me. I slightly winced in pain.
"Damn Princess, You're so tight", He said pushing his finger in more and I closed my eyes tightly.
He started moving his finger in and out and it started to feel so good. I started thrusting my hips to his finger and he started to slip another finger in. I winced in pain once again but slowly got used to it once again. I could feel my blood boil, my heart pounding at rapped speed, my legs shaking, My breath was shaky, and sweat was pouring down my face.
Soon then I felt my walls tighten around Duncan's fingers. Then I felt all my juices pour out and I let of a loud moan.
"Duncan..", I said moaning again but softly.
He came back up to face me, he had that stupid smirk on his face.
"How was your first orgasm?", He asked.
"Um.. Fucking.. Amazing.", I said between breaths.
"Good," he said as he kissed my lips softly.

(MATURE PART OVER)

We laid there a little just looking at eachother. Holding eachother.
He slowly brushed a piece of my hair behind my ear and kissed the tip of my nose softly.
"You're so beautiful, you know that?", He said o me with a sweet smile.
"Thanks..", I said with a warm smile.
"Princess..?" He said.
"Yeah?"
"I want to be the one to take your virginity.", He said as I looked straight up at him, He continued talking, "We almost came close just now, but I don't think you're ready yet.", He looked at me sweetly. He meant what he said.
"Wow Duncan, I.. I don't know what to say. I mean, in a way, I want you to be the one too.", I said."But you're right I'm not ready, But when I am. I'll let you know, Duncan.", I said looking into his eyes.
He looked at me and kissed me softly then moved his lips to my ear and whispered," I love you, Courtney.",
My eyes grew wide, My heart stopped. I couldn't believe it. Yet, I was so happy I couldn't stop smiling.
I brought my lips to his ear and said softly, "I love you too... Duncan.