I'll say it once
And just because I like you so much
I'll say it again
But I hope the message sinks in real quick
Because my grip is loosening
And I'm about to slip
I was walking so gracefully
But then you walked into my life and I'm about to trip

Never pretended
Never lied to you
I was me the whole time
Never said I was someone I wasn't
I have my problems
And I have my issues
And my insecurities
And my addictions
My solutions
And I know what works for me
And I know what's best for me
You don't
And quite frankly dear
I don't think you know me all that well either
And looking at you now
I'm not so sure if you're a keeper

Bending over backwards for you is annoying
And I have so much stress as it is without you adding more to it
All you ever do is pull me under
Pull me into bitter sweet misery
You drive me nuts
Make me cranky
Drag out the monster in me
And I'm sick and tired of screaming
Why can't you just listen to me
Hear me!
Am I that hard to understand
I thought of you all people got me
Cause if you don't
We're going so far down
Never imagined hell would be this cold

You get your way all the time
And you make it look so easy
When all you ever do is hurt me
Use me when you want me
When you're lonely or upset
You pull me under
Drag me down
Well screw that
No more
I'm slamming that door
Can't take this place anymore
You're very face makes me bubble with anger
Feverish anger
And if you don't get the hell out of my house soon
I will seriously punch you

I don't wear small shirts
Don't have big boobs
Don't kno a lot about love
And have next to no expierence
And I'd rather kick back and relax
Then talk about my feelings all night long
Keep my emotions bottled up
And I'm always late
I don't mind saying that yes
Sometimes I do snore
And hell yeah
I don't mind saying your ex girlfriend is a whore
I don't like the mall
Would rather eat bugs
Then fall
I hate reading your mind
And I hate when you lie to me
And no sorry
But I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings
Someone's gotta do the job
No matter how ugly it can be

I eat with my mouth open on more than one occasions
Never wear dresses unless paid
I have the talent of making painful things in my life simply fade
I'm tough
And crooked
Very flawed
And laugh at all the wrong times and things
And can't keep a straight face whenever someone says they love m
I hate to cry
Always wonder why
Am a simple person
And I don't talk nearly enough to be considered a normal teenage girl

I day dream about you
Yes
I sometimes miss you
Yes
At night I want you
Yes
But that doesn't mean I want to give it all to you
Hell half the time I can't even stand you
And if you're going to keep comparing me to other girls
And what they would do
Or say
You're in the wrong place dude
Because honestly
When it comes down to it
I'm not her






*I didn't write this just thought it was cute*