TEASHA (TETE) Article: I THOUGHT I LOST U

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posted by teashaC

Nobody listens to me
Dont hear a single thing I've said
Say anything to soothe me
Anything to get you from my head
Don't know how I really feel
The faith it takes to make like I don't care
Dont know how much it hurts
To turn around like you were never there
Like somehow you could be replaced
And I could walk away from the promises we made
And swore we'd never break

I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me
I thought I'd never see your sweet face again
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went
But I kept the moments that we were in
'cause I hoped in my heart you'd come back to me, my babe And now I got you, but I thought I lost you

I felt so empty out there
And there were days I had my doubts
But I knew I'd find you somewhere
Because I knew I couldn't live without
You in my life for one more day
And I swore I'd never break those promises we made

I told myself I wouldn't sleep 'till I searched the world from sea to sea

I made a wish upon a star, I turned around and there you were

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LITTLE SOMETHING FOR MY GF <3

posted by teashaC

is sad and happy the same time, in love...not alone... but at the same time.. so lonely... missing the one person who can put a smile on my face rite about now miss her saying i love u shes not here i miss her im crying im shaking i need protection shes needs protection she cant get it becasue i cant help but i want to help so and im afraid to help her what if i get hurt what if its a trap to get me and kill me im jsut afraid i love ally so much shes my life i want her by me.

When you look into my eyes, what do you honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted...

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BROKEN PIECES

posted by teashaC

Wake up to a Sunny Day
Not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat you up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes you who you are
No matter how much your heart is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Better days are gonna find you once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken

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LITTLE WRITINGS I DID

posted by teashaC

Everything in my life is falling to pieces and I'm too broken to pick them up how do u pick up something when its been on the ground for so long getting stepped on.

wants to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even tho her heart is broken and the 1 who always brightens your day even tho she couldn't brighten her own i dont care about my days i care about my friends days and how there doing fuck my life and my days they dont matter anyway counting the days donw as i go.

I'm gonna sit alone in a quiet room and cry until I cant cry no more. I am tired of all the pain inside and I am tired of all the tears falling from my eyes.im tired of bleeding im tired of life im tired of living im tired of fakers im tired of crying lonely with no one

is having one of those nights where she just wants someone to hold her close and tell her it's gonna be alright want someone to tell me how much they love me and how much they need me and how much they want me

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DAUGHTER WANTING HER MOM TO STAY

posted by teashaC

He drops her suitcase by the door
She knows her mommy won't be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryin' to hold back time, to keep her holdin' on

And she says, "mommy, mommy, don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't you see how much I need you??

?mommy, mommy, don't leave
daddys sayin' things he don't mean
he don't know what he's talkin' about
Somebody hear me out?

"Father, listen
Tell her that shes got a home
And she don't have to go
Father, save her I would do anything in return?

?I'll clean my room, try hard in school
I'll be good, I promise You
Father, Father, I pray...

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HATING LIFE

posted by teashaC

SHE SAYS GO GET RAPED AND GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? DO U LISTEN TO HER OR DO U JUST IGNORE IT? WHEN SHE TELLS U TO GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? GO KILL URSLEF OR IGNORE IT?ME AND HER STARTED TO FIGHT OVER DATING SOMEONE BECAUSE I LOVE SOMEONE AND SHE THINKS SHE KNOWS HER LIFE WHEN SHE REALLY DOESNT AND SHE LIKES THE SAME GIRL I LOVE WELL SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I NO A LOT OF SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I LOVE I NO WERE SHE LIVES I LIVE WERE SHE LIVES I NO THINGS SHE DOESNT EVEN NO ABOUT HERSELF.ASH DO U RLLY TRULLY LOVE NYTE OR IS IT JSUT TO GET BACK AT ME DO U RLLY WANT TO SEE HER OR JUST WANT TO HURT...

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DEATH OF A ANGEL

posted by teashaC

"AS I LOOK IN THE WATER AND SEE MY MOM IN HEAVEN WANTING HER BACK IN MY ARMS LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME TELLING ME IM SAFE BUT THAT WONT EVER HAPPEN SO I SIT OUTSIDE GETTING AIR TELLING PPL NOT TO TOUCH ME OR I WILL SNAP.AS I LOOK UP IN THE SKY I SEE MY MOM AND I SEE HER TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER FACE ACTING LIKE SHES MAD AT ME.I SEE HER BEATIFUL FACE JUST LIKE MINE HER BEATIFUL BLACK HAIR COVERING HER EYES WITH HER GREEN EYES AS THE.I START TO CRY AS I CRY I GRAB THE KNIFE AND CUT MY WRIST SAYING ARE U HAPPY MOM I WILL KILL MYSELF SINCE I KILLIED U.SHE COVERS HER FACE AND AS I SCREAM I PUT MY KNIFE...

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LOOKING AT THE MIRROR

posted by teashaC

*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A KNIFE ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS...

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SET ME FREE

posted by teashaC

Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

So,take my hand and walk with me,
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free

Where are you now...

Where are you now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah

I need you, to need me
Can't you see me,
How could you leave me
My heart is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want you here with me
To guide me, hold me, and love me now

Where are you now
Where are you nowSo take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free,

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ANGELS CRYING

posted by teashaC

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm...

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WHAT IS LOVE, LOVE IS.......

posted by teashaC

LOVE IS LIKE SNOW OR LIKE A BUTTERFLY.
WHEN IT SNOWS ITS BEATIFUL, AND COLD AND UR HAPPY AND ITS LIKE A BIG BLANKET ALL SOFT, WHEN U TOUCH IT BUT COLD SO WHEN U TOUCH IT UR HEART IS COLD INSIDE.LOVE IS ALSO LIKE A BUTTTERLFY IT FLIES AROUND U DURING THE SUMMER TIME THEN ITS GONE SO WHAT IS LOVE?WHEN U GET TO SEE IT ONCE A YEAR OR NEVER AGAIN.IT MAKES ME UPSET WHEN PPL SAY THERE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND THERE RLLY NOT IN LOVE THERE JUST SAYING THEY LOVE U.I HAVE BEEN HEART BROKEN FOR YEARS,WEEKS,DAYS,MONTHS BUT NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO BE STRONG WHEN MY HEART GETS BROKEN INSIDE.I...

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FIGHTING/CRYING/SCREAMING/SHAKING

posted by teashaC

sitting by myself today waiting to be saved
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i get up and look outside i see nothin its all black no one walking or talking i see nothin its like im alone in the world
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i lean on the window i hear somethin in the distance outside so i go outside and walk slow because im a little nerves of what i might see or feel
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i got closer to the sound i feel a breeze through my blond hair my blue eyes get big and they sparkle the light is so bright i fall on the...

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DREAMS/LOVE

posted by teashaC

WHAT IS LOVE IS IT A DREAM OR REAL WHO KNOWS NO ONE REALLY TRULLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS AT ALL BUT LET ME TELL U MY STORY ABOUT MY DREAMS KNOWING THAT THERE REAL BUT SOME ARNT REAL.I WAKE UP AND SIT UP AND SEE MY LOVED ONE SITTING BY ME I FEEL HER EVERY TOUCH IN MY HAIR I FEEL HER HAND RUN UP MY BACK I LAY BACK DOWN LAUGHING AND GIGGLING. AS I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HER IN THE DISTANCE BUT I CANT OTUCH HER SHES LIKE NOT THERE BUT SHE IS AS I WAKE UP I SEE NOTHIN SHES NOT THERE SHES GONE SHE WAS NOT REAL BUT WHY DO PPL CALL IT LOVE WHEN LOVE IS NOTHIN ITS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR DRAMA,FIGHTING,DYING THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY BUT AS I SIT HERE I FEEL THINGS RUN THROUGH ME AND IT FEELS GREAT BUT I FEEL STUFF LIKE HATE AND THAT HURTS SO MUCH WHEN UR HEART STOPS AND U THINKING UR DYING

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THUNDER/LOVE

posted by teashaC

Loves thunderstorms. I can relate to them. The thunder is my anger. The rain is my tears. Just think of what you did to me when the next storm comes by...because when the next storms come by i will be gone forever never goin to see me again at least when the storm comes i will be dead already knowing that u hated me.

i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits you in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes you crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.

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SHINE

posted by teashaC

I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one more single day,
I've been here waiting,
for something to live and die for
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch
out of time,
Just get lost without a sign.
As long as you stay by my side

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine...

You see my soul,
I'm a nightmare,
out of control I'm crashin'

into the dark,
Into the room,
into the world,
of our cocoon.

You are the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine..

Dont let go!
Oh, no oh.
Don't you know

In your shadow I can shine
In your shadow I can shine

Shine, shine, shine

In your shadow I can shine..

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IM SORRY

posted by teashaC

Lately I've been thinking
About the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here,
If not for you

I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And you should know that
I have never meant
To let you down

Cause I, I
Wannna tell you that I'm sorry
And I, I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me

Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You show me who...

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FALLING

posted by teashaC

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's...

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HAVE TO GO

posted by teashaC

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause...

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LOVE,GOD,AND STAYING STRONG

posted by teashaC

Here's to finding love that builds you up instead of breaking you down. love is a great way to feel better in life and not wanting to hurt urslef but when u lose the one u love its differnt u want to hurt like that person did, and to be honest i lost my love i have her still but shes not with me shes gone somewhere and i cant find her, but i will cross every bridge,sea,anything to get to her.there is going to be a time when you are just gonna look at me and think, " why do i hang out with you?" i dont no why u love me all i no is u wont let me go and im not letting u go ever we have r ups and...

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LEAVING

posted by teashaC

The city of angles is lonely night
Keep themselves alive by candle light
Say she can't love you like I do
Look me in the eyes and say it's true
I ask myself, is this love at all?
When I need you most you let me fall
I'm always here at the side of your stage
Would you live your life and pretend I'm okay
I'll be okay anekatips
I'll hold you close will stay forever

I, I don't understand why your leaving me
I, I don't understand, now without you I can't breath
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and I'll plead into tears
I don't understand why you can't
Take me with you

You can pretend that I don't...

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LOVE

posted by teashaC

Wind to thy wings. Light to thy path. Dreams to thy heart."

*WINGS OPEN I PUT NYTE IN MY AMRS MAKING SURE SHES SAFE WITH ME CLOSES MY WINGS AND SHIELDS HER FROM THE FLAMES HIDES HER SO NO ONE KNOWS SHES HERE WITH ME. *KISSES HER NOSE SAYING I LOVE U*I FLY AROUND WITH U I GO EVERYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD TO HELP U I FIND U WHAT DO I SEE I SEE U IN MY ARMS SLEEPING U HAVNT SLEPT IN MONTHS WEEKS YEARS NOW UR SLEEPING FOR A CHANGE.I PUT MY HAND ON UR HEART I FEEL IT CALMING DOWN I SIT U DOWN ON THE GROUND WITH WINGS OVER U STILL, U START TO CRY OUT LOUD I HOLD U TO ME BABE ITS OK NOW IM WITH U AND NOW UR SAFE.HIDES UR BODY INTO MY WINGS AND KISSES U NO ONE CAN SEE US AT ALL WERE HID FROM THE WORLD NOW ONLY FRIENDS SEE US AND ONLY R SISTERS AND BROTHERS SEE US THATS ALL THATS ALL WE NEED TO LIVE R LIVES NO MORE PAIN OR SUFFERING JUST LOVE *LOOKS AT U AND SMILES AND PUTS UR RING ON UR FINGER ONE DAY I WILL MARRY U .