rickman_lover

Alan Rickmam, I am yours.
Forever. Posted over a year ago

And now I am crying in my bed with the lights down listening to his voice and feeling my heart burn because I know I will never be with him, I know that, no matter what I do, I can never laugh with him, nor pull him close, nor wake up and see his amazing eyes, nor touch his hand and kiss him gently. I know, it's pretty pathetic, and I feel like plain shit because of the distance between us. I know perfectly well that he is 52 years older than me. But hey, love is love. I'd give my life for him. Posted over a year ago

Exactly one year ago, I fell in love. It is not what people expect from a 14 year old. It is not a crush or simply being attracteed to the person. It is true love. I know because everytime I hear his voice my body shivers; because everytime I see his smile my heart does a back flip; because everytime I see him holding another woman, pressing his lips sweetly against hers, I feel my stomach aches; because when I look into his eyes I feel myself in paradise. Posted over a year ago