A car crash, could my parents be that careless that I can’t even get a ride home from the hospital without getting in another life threatening situation? Could they care so little about my safety and well being that they’d almost kill me again? “I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE!” I hear I boys’ voice shout stridently. It was Matt, “I can’t just be your guardian angel! I have to be with you forever now! Why can’t you stay out of trouble Elizzy?” No one’s ever called me that before, not my parents, babysitters, friends, or even crazy old people…I like it! “Is that why you abandoned me for two years?” My voice was cracking, like it always does when I’m disappointed, enraged, or upset, I’m not the most talented actor, I can’t hide things, and if I try to I burst out crying. He didn’t want to be with me? Was he forced to do this, will he be punished if he leaves? “Yes…I could only show up for problems….but now, even though I shouldn’t, I will be with you always.” He sounded like he cared, but I was so upset and angry I shouted “IS THAT THE ONLY REASON YOU ARE HERE?” I was yelling at someone who was actually there for me, but the loving feeling he had provided was gone, just a familiar emptiness, like before. “No” He stated calmly, “I chose to do this, I care about you! Do you know how many humans scream when they see me? Do you know how many times I had to move to get away from ghost hunters? Elizzy, you held out your hand to me, and I took it. We will always be friends.” The loved feeling came back, sweeter than Swedish chocolate, sweeter than before. Matt faded away without saying goodbye, like he always had done. In his absence I scanned the scene of the crash, everyone in my family was unconscious but alive, and I only had a few cuts, none that drew blood and three large purple bruises on my arms. Thank god it wasn’t worse, someone could have died, not even the old man in the other car was dead, or even hurt badly. Thank god it wasn’t worse, someone could have died, not even the old man in the other car was dead, or hurt badly. An ambulance came flashing bright red and blue lights that scared the hell out of me, I was just in the hospital, and I want no part of the whiteness of the hallways, or red and blue lights ever again! I refused to get in the large car, as a result the called my grandmother on a cell phone, which at the time for me, was a very confusing, to me it was a magic rectangle that your relatives somehow fit inside of.
My grandmother picked me up in a small red car, it smelled new; it looked new, shiny, plastic like, new. The terrible smell may have given me a piercing head ache, I may have just recovered from a deadly disease, I may have gotten in a car accident, but at least I have Matt, forever on my side.
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I know this was a little shorter than normal, but I hope this is a good chapter and I hope Iexplained the bit of mary-sue-ness from the last chapter.
My grandmother picked me up in a small red car, it smelled new; it looked new, shiny, plastic like, new. The terrible smell may have given me a piercing head ache, I may have just recovered from a deadly disease, I may have gotten in a car accident, but at least I have Matt, forever on my side.
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I know this was a little shorter than normal, but I hope this is a good chapter and I hope Iexplained the bit of mary-sue-ness from the last chapter.
you seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows you
like a hook,
won't let you go,
won't leave you alone.
You smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that you hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves you not,
you don't see the angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give you a strength.
You long for life
that you don't know of,
you seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.